Sep 05, 2005 15:15
Kool-Aid by bowling for soup
Why i was sitting all by myself just thinking
Now i'm lyin awake in bed
I can't forget about what you said
I tell myself, "Hey man, you should know better"
Ya gotta act like nothings wrong
Ya gotta stand up and be strong
Don't blame me for buttin did
These f 'in walls are closin in
And if everything does not seem cool
It's cuz i am not sure what i am supposed to do
But everything's fine
And i don't know why i do this to myself
I got this thing with losing my mind
I wish i could tell you all the things i want to say
So now i think i will in time
I don't suppose i feel like we are thinking
It's not as bad as yesterday
And you can make everything okay
If ya start to feel like we are nowhere ?
And you can think about me too
Don't blame me for buttin in
These f 'in walls are closin in
And if everything does not seem cool
It's cuz i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do
But everythings fine
And i don't know why i do this to myself
I got this thing with losing my mind
I wish i could tell ya all the things i wanna say
So now i think i will in time [x3]
And everything's fine
This song just seemed to fit today, i keep tearing myself apart about everything and i shouldnt..... well okay, i'm gonna summerize everything into a few short words....
Anthony and I broke up, we're still friends, its only been a few days and he's dating my friend Kat, and I'm supposed to be okay with it, i mean, i am okay with it, but yeah, jenn's pissed at me, Sam's apperntly mad at anthony and i'm a mess, but i'm supposed to be okay with it, i mean, i keep telling myself and everyone else that i'm okay, cuz i mean, i am....yeah okay, well that's about it for now
~til we meet again
P.S.- Alot of my friends keep telling jenn that they dont like me and that i piss them off, just to make jenn happy & on top of it all, i'm sick