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Jul 11, 2005 10:05

okay, so i wake up and its all like 9:00 a.m. and i was all like, 'ahh! godda find a ride' so i got up and i walked around the house and jenn said she'd take me to work but i'd have to be there at like 10:20 and i dont even work til 11:00 so yeah, and then i tried to see if i could get a ride from ben, but he was with anthony and apparently has the next 2 days off...so there went that idea, and then i thought of tammy across the street, i was like 'yeah, thats a good idea' and everything and i was talking to anthony and thats when it hit me, i didnt even work first today, i worked second...it really pissed me off, i was all worried i wouldnt get enough sleep and i'd be all tired the next day and i didnt even have to fuckin' worry about it, i could have slept til god damn 2:30 if i'd wanted to!.....damn it, damn it to hell! and yeah.

okay, this was sam and i's conversation-

Sam- 'And guess who else i got to talk to yesterday'
Me- 'Who?'
Sam- 'Eric!'
Me- 'My Eric?'
Sam- 'April, i love you'

--okay so that was our little convo, and u'd be suprized, in those few words spoken, i became really, really sad. i really did, i mean, i was happy and all that joey got to eric and that everyone else got to talk to eric, but it made me sad cuz everyone else (cept dudley) got to talk to eric. I dunno, i miss talking to him, he used to be one of my best friends, well for awhile there i think he might have been my best friend, i dunno, but anyways, i never get to talk to him anymore, i mean we used to be on the phone everynight, which cut back to about three times a week, and then to two times a week, to once a week, and now we dont even talk to each other every other week, its kinda like, i randomly call and we get to talk, but i'm usually only allowed on for like 10 mins, cuz it was too expensive on our phone bill, we got a new long distance service and every so its only 3cents a min. to call long distance but still.....and u know what there isnt a cent key on the keyboard, that pisses me off....but anyways, yeah, so i think thats enough for now, until i bitch again

--til next time

<3 Me
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