damn u people that dont read this cuz it looks long, at least read the first paragraph!!!!
I miss all of my friends, i mean, this summer is beyond great, but its not as good as it could be....i miss my friends like crazy! *starts crying and wimpering* i mean, i was finally like, i'm gonna quit band, get away from it all and i'm actually gonna see my friends this year, and what happened? I got a job and a boyfriend, not that either are bad cuz they both make be so happy. but i'm saying i now have those in replace of band....and i just..miss my friends, and i'm starting to miss band....i dunno....its not even that i miss band, i miss my friends from band, well okay, mostly steph and the percussion, but outside of band, i miss kaylene, whitney, casey, jess, jill, and amanda, and the list just keeps going, but then i miss my tyrone friends too, like jenn, joey, tyler, eric, ben, shawn, wow, this seems like 2 many guys, amber d., and then i miss sam too but i dont know where he fits in...but anyway, i miss everyone soo much...i do.....lets see, what else, i got new long distance so now its only 3 cents a min instead of 14 cents a min. this makes me extremely happy! yes, okay now i'm gonna update
Last night- last night was of course friday night, but it was unlike any other friday night that i usually have, Anthony and i actually went out on a date, it was incredible! First we went to applebee's cuz it was in the mall, that was my first ever time in there, but anyway, i order this like steak tips that i thought were steak tips and turned out to be beef tips, but anyways it wa reallyl really spicey...but then we went shopping and he bought me a book and this cute shirt from old navy, which is really out of the norm for me, cuz im all like, 'No Old Navy!' but oh well, its cute, and then Anthony bought the new Nine Inch Nails (NIN) CD....but anyways, we crosed the road and sat infront of staples for about 30mins, and then went and waited for our movie to start, we saw, 'The Longest Yard' I was a kick ass movie! I loved it, it was so funny! but anyways, came home, make a long story short, the house smelled like sex and all the kay signs were there, and there was sperm in the toilets, so yeah, i almost threw up! but anyway, finished the night off by talking to anthony and watching ripley's believe it or not. yeah.
4th of July- well okay, was supposed to work til about 8:30, ended up getting off early, so it was all cool, and then i went home got in a fight with my mum, ended up crying for like and hour strait, then went back to the park to watch fireworks with him, we got into another fight cuz i said i'd go with his cousin dillin to see the kids get arrested in kiddy land for the fire crackers that went off, which there were none but anyway, then we did sparklyers together (anthony and i) and then we took bug and his little cousin and dillin to get get ice cream, every other place was packed so we went to the gardner's place and it wasnt that packed we only waited like 2 mins, it was cool, then anthony and i sat and watched fireworks, it was so romantic, but then it was time to leave and i ended up sitting in a car by myself, without anthony for an hour, he was in the car beside me, it was so depressing being so close to him and not being allowed to be even talk to him. I cried, alot. but then i came home and went to bed, cried myself to sleep but it was okay.
Okay thats enough for now, if i forgot ur name above, i'm sorry i just gave up on thinkin anymore...okay, til next time
<3 April