Fuck you, ISU.
I think I may have gotten the wrong French package. Fucking ISU bookstore. Why can't you put an ISBN? Can you not bear the thought of students searching for cheaper books? Would it really make you lose SO much money? Or are you just that fucking STUPID? Lazy, perhaps? WHY?!?!?!
Now, after searching through my French book, and finding no sign of a "book key" for the online site (which I NEED to do my fucking HOMEWORK) I have realized that the book I bought from Barnes and Noble (thinking I was saving myself $25) is ONLY the books and CDs. I have no book key($31 to buy seperatley) and no lab workbook and manual($51, hopefully I won't need this). For some inexplicable reason, this actually made me cry. I am also so upset that I am repulsed by the idea of doing the rest of my homework. So the first time I try to get something done ahead of time, and it's not gonna happen. I don't know if it was because now I have to tell my dad I need more money. AGAIN. Or if the pressure has just been building up, and this was the breaking point.
So my options are: To ask dad for more money for French. Or: To find a open 3 credit class with no required books and no fees.
And now I am going to go... I don't know... find something to beat the shit out of? I need to realease some of this anger, and I don't know how. I'm too upset to nap it off, if I go over to my mom's to zone out on TV I'll probably take it out on her and end up fighting. If I drive back to the Dorm I won't have access to a computer which I will need for my English assignment. Is this fucking worth it? *thinks about working fast food for the rest of her life* Just barely.
Now, after searching through my French book, and finding no sign of a "book key" for the online site (which I NEED to do my fucking HOMEWORK) I have realized that the book I bought from Barnes and Noble (thinking I was saving myself $25) is ONLY the books and CDs. I have no book key($31 to buy seperatley) and no lab workbook and manual($51, hopefully I won't need this). For some inexplicable reason, this actually made me cry. I am also so upset that I am repulsed by the idea of doing the rest of my homework. So the first time I try to get something done ahead of time, and it's not gonna happen. I don't know if it was because now I have to tell my dad I need more money. AGAIN. Or if the pressure has just been building up, and this was the breaking point.
So my options are: To ask dad for more money for French. Or: To find a open 3 credit class with no required books and no fees.
And now I am going to go... I don't know... find something to beat the shit out of? I need to realease some of this anger, and I don't know how. I'm too upset to nap it off, if I go over to my mom's to zone out on TV I'll probably take it out on her and end up fighting. If I drive back to the Dorm I won't have access to a computer which I will need for my English assignment. Is this fucking worth it? *thinks about working fast food for the rest of her life* Just barely.