i honor my journey of healing

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i keep saying
its ok to not be perfect
i do, fully believe it
mainly because my artistic eye allows me to see
and my artistic heart allows me to feel

having an artists soul
is a great blessing
i honor that, at this time in my life
i am using this gift to blow into the brush
of those who do not yet know their soul
or who are stumbling in their pain
aching for a wellspring

i say
its ok to hurt!
its ok to be this 'depressed person'
(oh i know us depressed folk are really just yearning for more beauty)
notice it
notice youself
i give people my eyes
i give people my heart
they don't always know the degree to which i do this
its sad how uncomfortbale love can be
to not trigger off their alarm systems
i follow their pace
i pray