I was cut open...
I heard this saturday night on the way home... And it bothered me some.
"Bleeding Love"
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
So I went out to a club saturday. Whitneys mom "watched" phoenix for me. Actually I put her to bed, waited till she fell asleep then left. I went to a bar called the Gusher first where a bunch of old men kept hitting on me. Then I went to the club. It was alright. There was a nice band there. Not great but it was nice to hear live music again. They did either a pearl jam or temple of the dog cover. I dont remember what it was. But that rocked since I hadnt heard the song in FOREVER.
So yeah, I guess Whitney and I are friends now. Shit still sucks. But my life is so much better down here. I just need to find some friends!!
Well, the next time I have child care I'm going to Denton Texas. There is a lesbian bar down there and I'm going to either get laid or find some friends, or both. Now wouldnt that be awesome. I'm not looking for a relationship now but I am dying to go out and have fun and just be me!!! I deserve it!
I kick ass!!!
hahahah I've gotten my old personality back that I had during my concert days. Just older and more responsible. I missed myself. I really do kick ass. haha not to blow my own bubble but I feel wonderful. I dont feel trapped or held down... I really do feel free.
Speaking of... I wrote a song today, which I hadn't done in forever!! I missed my writings. Ya'll know I used to do it all the time. I left it out in the car or else I would type it up for you. I had a bit of writers block when writting it but I must say that its pretty good after all this time. I think I'm going to pick it back up again.
Well, next time text time... hahahaha I dont know
I'm tired, I'm working 7-4's right now and I need sleep.
Laters!!
"Bleeding Love"
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
So I went out to a club saturday. Whitneys mom "watched" phoenix for me. Actually I put her to bed, waited till she fell asleep then left. I went to a bar called the Gusher first where a bunch of old men kept hitting on me. Then I went to the club. It was alright. There was a nice band there. Not great but it was nice to hear live music again. They did either a pearl jam or temple of the dog cover. I dont remember what it was. But that rocked since I hadnt heard the song in FOREVER.
So yeah, I guess Whitney and I are friends now. Shit still sucks. But my life is so much better down here. I just need to find some friends!!
Well, the next time I have child care I'm going to Denton Texas. There is a lesbian bar down there and I'm going to either get laid or find some friends, or both. Now wouldnt that be awesome. I'm not looking for a relationship now but I am dying to go out and have fun and just be me!!! I deserve it!
I kick ass!!!
hahahah I've gotten my old personality back that I had during my concert days. Just older and more responsible. I missed myself. I really do kick ass. haha not to blow my own bubble but I feel wonderful. I dont feel trapped or held down... I really do feel free.
Speaking of... I wrote a song today, which I hadn't done in forever!! I missed my writings. Ya'll know I used to do it all the time. I left it out in the car or else I would type it up for you. I had a bit of writers block when writting it but I must say that its pretty good after all this time. I think I'm going to pick it back up again.
Well, next time text time... hahahaha I dont know
I'm tired, I'm working 7-4's right now and I need sleep.
Laters!!