Feb 08, 2006 12:23
I'm trying to get most of my final presentation out of the way so I'm not cramming on the weekend. So far, this is really hard to do. I have so many distractions.
-I'm home alone, so I could sleep without any noises.
-I can't stop thinking about my mom
-I'm frustrated that I can't hook-up to the internet on my psp and I want to figure it out NOW
-I want to convert all of my Paint Shop Pro formatted pictures into JPEG's, so that I can start using Photoshop instead
-I want to play a video game!
And on top of it all, I'm struggling with the actual homework. The thing is, I think I rely on my mom too much to help me when I'm stuck on even the smallest problem. I've got to stop doing that. For one, she's not here. And Two, I can't rely on other people to help me all the time.
I also have so much frustration from figuring out what classes I'm going to take in the spring, how I'm going to start my internship, and what I'm going to do with school after this. I'm so tired of thinking about how much I don't want to do this anymore.
That would be awesome if I had a good singing voice...because I like singing. I've been told only about two times that I have a good voice, but I'm sure it's no where near to professional....OBVIOUSLY.
Here, let me just kick myself in the ass.
.........f r u s t r a t i o n.............