Jul 16, 2006 10:23
the closer i get to leaving, the more i realize that i'm going back 'home' the way that i came here.... it's odd, it's nice, it's like a clean slate, almost...our little tsf family will be going seperate ways... some will be going home, some back to school, some to florida for vacation, some to south america, and like me, i will be going back to where i came from, but now the hopes of getting out are even greater..i'm looking forward to spending some time in florida with my parents and hopefully hit up st. augustine by myself a few days, and hittin' up orlando with julia and cider.. hopefully.... i'm tired, this last week has been crazy, three play days are just tiring on everyone, and we have another week of them... there's so much that i want to do before i leave too... i hate saying my goodbye's, i always have... i form tight friendships and then have to let go of them... for some reason, leaving made me think of my last year at huntingdon, where one of my best friends graduated and he moved to connecticut.... we still keep in touch, but it's never really the same.... but then again, i have friends like brock, in pennsylvania, who i know to this day that i can call, and he'll pick up and talk to me.... we shall see though, what the next year has in store for me... it's going to be interesting and hopefully rewarding... i want to focus on me, and where i'm going... as a good friend suggested last night, pick a place you wanna live, and go.... you'll be able to find a job in theatre, doing whatever you want, all you have to do is get there.... wise words from a wise friend.... and i'm going to leave it on this note, another piece of sound advice from him, 'you can do stupid things, but don't do the same stupid thing twice...' thank you to him for his advice and encouragement......