school and other woes

Jan 09, 2009 19:54

   Im stressed and relieved all at once. Is that even possible? School is just out of my grasp and I want it so bad. Life teases me, but so far its working out.

I got an e-mail from school that said a class I need to graduate was canceled. I freaked out all day until the head of the Dept got back to me. She was not very helpful anyhow. She suggested I take another class to substitute the required class and she would wave it. Sounds good right? I cant take the class she is willing to substitute. Great! I had a brilliant idea. An independent study! She said yes, I can graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

North Carolina School of the Arts.... I want it, I need it.  The mascot for the school is the Fighting Pickle. It wears a pink tutu. I have to go to that school. There are other reasons of course, but that is the icing on the cake. I'm scared. What if I don't get in? I wont find a better school. What if I do get in? I will have to leave CT. Neither are good options for me.

Gah, I'm confused

Oh,and my furnace damn near blew up on me last night.  So we almost died but instead inhaled toxic fumes all night. This apartment is a death trap. Which brings me back to leaving CT. Not such a bad idea?

stress, ncsa

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