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I am so neurotic. I have decided my overanalyzing gets me in way too deep. I like a guy. A shy guy. Who's either afraid to talk to me or not interested. However when we do talk he appears interested. He references the future. He's never had a girlfriend. So I think the crazy one is not him, its me! I need wayyyy too much attention. GAH. I wish I was normal and had a normal upbringing where my dad gave me so much attention that I wanted nothing to do with guys. That way, my adulthood would be angst free. Input please? Am I being crazy? Is he really shy or is he using an excuse for not talking to me? Seriously, I think my dating life went downhill when I started reading The Rules in 7th grade. Cause that told me that there was never such a thing as a shy guy. That if a guy was interested, he'd chase after you. Fuck the rules, and fuck my pathetic excuse for a dating life. ADVICE PLEASE...girls, boys, and gay boys welcome.