My White Ass Finally Got Some Sun Today
Still lost. Soooooo lost in the whole finding myself process. But I think I need to take a break.
Today felt like an all time low. When work looms in the distance it makes the day go to shit. Work was rough tonight, it was a Bob Marley documentary that they were premiering. Basically it was a bunch of potheads so we did awesome in food sales. They all got stoned before they came and were like, "hey dude, you got anything to eat?" Yeah man, its a fucking restaurant. The funny thing was that I was definitely serving a table of old ladies drinking their beer and watching Bob Marley. There was this one old guy that HAD to be shrooming cause he was dancing in the back of the theatre. And not just dancing but like the psychadelic (sp?) hand movements and shit. I had to stifle laughter. He nearly knocked things off my tray while I was walking by. I was about to be like, "whoa buddy, save that for the privacy of your home." But it made my night worth it.
My roomate was cool for a while there but now she's getting on my nerves again. She talks too much like she knows what she's talking about when she doesn't even have a sliver of an idea. She's obsessed with Kyle but tries and put it on me. I'm like, "Dude, Kyle isn't nice to waiters, there's no fucking way that I like him."
There is one boy that I'm interested in but unfortunately I'm afraid it won't progress. I'm not getting my hopes up but I definitely have a thing for him. Plus it's long distance (Boston). What the hell is it with me and long distance relationships? I can't find a decent Wilmington guy that's smart, not heavy(!) into drugs or alcohol, not a pretentious judgemental snob, or totally emotionally normal. I'm not agonizing anymore, I'm just surprised.
Today felt like an all time low. When work looms in the distance it makes the day go to shit. Work was rough tonight, it was a Bob Marley documentary that they were premiering. Basically it was a bunch of potheads so we did awesome in food sales. They all got stoned before they came and were like, "hey dude, you got anything to eat?" Yeah man, its a fucking restaurant. The funny thing was that I was definitely serving a table of old ladies drinking their beer and watching Bob Marley. There was this one old guy that HAD to be shrooming cause he was dancing in the back of the theatre. And not just dancing but like the psychadelic (sp?) hand movements and shit. I had to stifle laughter. He nearly knocked things off my tray while I was walking by. I was about to be like, "whoa buddy, save that for the privacy of your home." But it made my night worth it.
My roomate was cool for a while there but now she's getting on my nerves again. She talks too much like she knows what she's talking about when she doesn't even have a sliver of an idea. She's obsessed with Kyle but tries and put it on me. I'm like, "Dude, Kyle isn't nice to waiters, there's no fucking way that I like him."
There is one boy that I'm interested in but unfortunately I'm afraid it won't progress. I'm not getting my hopes up but I definitely have a thing for him. Plus it's long distance (Boston). What the hell is it with me and long distance relationships? I can't find a decent Wilmington guy that's smart, not heavy(!) into drugs or alcohol, not a pretentious judgemental snob, or totally emotionally normal. I'm not agonizing anymore, I'm just surprised.