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I haven't seen my jr. high school boyfriend since highschool, which is about 8 years. I'm back visiting my parents in small town B.C, and his band came through and played a show at a local pub.
I am in love with him.
When we dated we were on and off again, but nothing overally dramatic. We both have always kinda liked each other and left it at that. There was no real break up, there was no official boyfriend & girlfriend. We have always just kinda got along and enjoyed spending time with one another. We have a history. We write each other Xmas cards and talk on the internet, but have failed at carrying out the plans to see each other. Until tonight.
I made him a burnt cd, we did a lot of hugging, talking.
He has always known that I have always been really interested.
He has had a girlfriend for the past few years.
He lives like a 40 hour drive away.
But there was still an undeniable connection tonight.
We made plans to go to our highschool reunion together.
I should just wait till then...
I smoked a joint before writing this
on top of the four beers I drank.
Everytime I post this and read it,
I see grammar or / and spelling errors.