this + school could equal to...
Having four days off won't make jumping back to work easy. Plus I'm still feeling a little bit worn out from those three hectic days; even taking the whole Saturday off isn't enough to charge me right up!
Work was actually fine... it was getting home that got me all moody. Maybe it was lack of rest and hunger that put me in that mood. Whatever it is, it was ready to explode with one tick. I sat through dinner holding on to the explosive, but it wasn't easy. Literally, every single thing just made things that much worst. I would had been happier if I was eating alone at a food court or something.
Which got me thinking... if I'm already this moody when I don't have much to think or worry about, what's going to happen when I do go back to school?
I've been through this back in grade 12 and it was no walk in the park even though the work back then is nothing compare to university level stuff. For the exact same reason that mom wants me to go back to school, I just don't think I can do it. She wants to use it as a chance for me to get out of the house, but there will be time when I need to be in the house. Unless she propose that I stay all my nights at Blenz working away.
One way to solve this... is to move out during school terms. Ha, like that could ever happen.
Still writing my letters to MoMusume for the scrap book. While some of the letters are coming along nicely, I have no idea what to write for 4 of the girls. If I don't have it by tomorrow night, I think I'll just have to skip their letter =/ Must mail these out by Tuesday no matter what!
Work was actually fine... it was getting home that got me all moody. Maybe it was lack of rest and hunger that put me in that mood. Whatever it is, it was ready to explode with one tick. I sat through dinner holding on to the explosive, but it wasn't easy. Literally, every single thing just made things that much worst. I would had been happier if I was eating alone at a food court or something.
Which got me thinking... if I'm already this moody when I don't have much to think or worry about, what's going to happen when I do go back to school?
I've been through this back in grade 12 and it was no walk in the park even though the work back then is nothing compare to university level stuff. For the exact same reason that mom wants me to go back to school, I just don't think I can do it. She wants to use it as a chance for me to get out of the house, but there will be time when I need to be in the house. Unless she propose that I stay all my nights at Blenz working away.
One way to solve this... is to move out during school terms. Ha, like that could ever happen.
Still writing my letters to MoMusume for the scrap book. While some of the letters are coming along nicely, I have no idea what to write for 4 of the girls. If I don't have it by tomorrow night, I think I'll just have to skip their letter =/ Must mail these out by Tuesday no matter what!