i can just imagine
sometimes i wish that i could just put up the title so someone would actually ask me about things... i wonder if anyone even reads these things...
but anyway... i'm trying to keep hope that there is better days ahead...
you know when you were younger, you went through the 'nobody understands me' faze... well in my opinion, no one really understands you... and when you express how you feel they get mad, or worse... hurt...
so yes... this is my ranting public blog...
the one where i admit that i'm not perfect... the one i say that when you tell someone they did something wrong, it's MY FAULT... i was mean... or that's how the story goes, eh? ok, maybe i did say it rude, but HOW IN THE HECK DOES IT MAKE WHAT THEY DID NOT WRONG?!?
so what comes down to it, that one thing will never change... no one will ever understand... ppl say they try to, but they are lying, they are just saying that so you can get your guard down, and then rip you apart for feeling like the way you do...
and DARN IT, i think i may have gotten bit by something while outside today... i have this big itchy spot on the side of my neck, and it looks terrible...
well, i can't wait till mom's info gets here... i really need to get back in school...
i just wish sometimes i guess... that someone, somewhere would defend me...
but anyway... i'm trying to keep hope that there is better days ahead...
you know when you were younger, you went through the 'nobody understands me' faze... well in my opinion, no one really understands you... and when you express how you feel they get mad, or worse... hurt...
so yes... this is my ranting public blog...
the one where i admit that i'm not perfect... the one i say that when you tell someone they did something wrong, it's MY FAULT... i was mean... or that's how the story goes, eh? ok, maybe i did say it rude, but HOW IN THE HECK DOES IT MAKE WHAT THEY DID NOT WRONG?!?
so what comes down to it, that one thing will never change... no one will ever understand... ppl say they try to, but they are lying, they are just saying that so you can get your guard down, and then rip you apart for feeling like the way you do...
and DARN IT, i think i may have gotten bit by something while outside today... i have this big itchy spot on the side of my neck, and it looks terrible...
well, i can't wait till mom's info gets here... i really need to get back in school...
i just wish sometimes i guess... that someone, somewhere would defend me...