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valentines this weekend, I dont really have much money so i have to come up with something nice that doesn't cost a bunch! James is hardly very romantic these days! So I'm certainly not going to go over board. maybe I will get him something nice from peter Alexander pjs and make some chocolate strawberry's? I think we're going out for breakfast? meh. I miss those really romantic things he used to do for me. On our 2nd anniversary he made me meet him in the city and choose from 3 envelopes, the one I opened said " A romantic meal for two at your favourite Japanese restaurant followed by cocktails and a surprise", so we went to dinner and then after dinner he blindfolded me and walked to a beautiful hotel, up the stairs and when he took my blindfold off I was on the top floor looking out over the city, there were candles lit everywhere and he was sitting on the hotel bed with presents for me. it was soooo sweet. I don't think he could top it, he hasn't really tried to yet. Anyway I have done a couple of incredibly romantic surprises for him as well. One valentines day I made a 3 course dinner set the table immaculately, it was so pretty it could have been a wedding reception, i made him a red heart cake, and gave him cologne. He got me a card. Of course I was upset and he was embarrassed. So I wonder if this year will spark up any romance. I do hope so, I kinda feel like him and I are just going through the motions lately, which I'm sure is bound to happen after 4 years, but were both working really hard and we're just flat at night, and on weekends. Things are still great and I still really love him, i just wish some of the excitement would come back.
Works going pretty well, at least one of the boys cry everyday over something, must be very frustrating being autistic, its pretty tiring to be around really, but bless them they're such good boys at heart.
Its so far away but I just can't wait until the end of the year! Thailand holiday!!! I still want to dye my hair dark but i feel like I can't do it until I lose some weight. I guess I'm just scared of looking like Bec, she looks like a scary fat sea witch. I love long dark hair so much though. Not black on me though!! I LOVE Khloe Kardashians looks I want her hair!
Works going pretty well, at least one of the boys cry everyday over something, must be very frustrating being autistic, its pretty tiring to be around really, but bless them they're such good boys at heart.
Its so far away but I just can't wait until the end of the year! Thailand holiday!!! I still want to dye my hair dark but i feel like I can't do it until I lose some weight. I guess I'm just scared of looking like Bec, she looks like a scary fat sea witch. I love long dark hair so much though. Not black on me though!! I LOVE Khloe Kardashians looks I want her hair!