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I am in St Petersburg and somehow it sucks a bit.
I am happy to be in this city again. Today I've had my obligatory walk along Nevsky Prospekt. And I have bought a lot of books at Dom Knigi at Singer House. As always.
This makes me happy again and again.
Other things suck indeed.
Now I am completely sure. As soon as my mental and physical condition starts to weaken - Alzheimer or something like this - I will want to be euthanised. Unconditionally. I do not want to die slowly like this, in complete indignity, I do not want to mention any details, in fact they are too disgusting. Never ever in my life do I want to be such a burden for my relatives. And I do not want to be seen like that by anybody. By anybody in the whole fucking world. I will want to die as soon as the first signs appear.
It might sound damn cruel, but it is like that. Fullstop.
I am happy to be in this city again. Today I've had my obligatory walk along Nevsky Prospekt. And I have bought a lot of books at Dom Knigi at Singer House. As always.
This makes me happy again and again.
Other things suck indeed.
Now I am completely sure. As soon as my mental and physical condition starts to weaken - Alzheimer or something like this - I will want to be euthanised. Unconditionally. I do not want to die slowly like this, in complete indignity, I do not want to mention any details, in fact they are too disgusting. Never ever in my life do I want to be such a burden for my relatives. And I do not want to be seen like that by anybody. By anybody in the whole fucking world. I will want to die as soon as the first signs appear.
It might sound damn cruel, but it is like that. Fullstop.