[Multi-chap] Sorry I love you - Final chapter (part c)
Title: Sorry I love you - Final chapter (part c)
Pairing: Ryopi, Ueda Tatsuya/Aragaki Yui
Genre: Romance, character death
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Yamapi and Ryo was childhood friend. One day, they were separated with each other. As they grow up, they thought they have feeling for each other. The truth is they do. 20 years later, Yamapi went back to the land of Japan after he thought all his feelings for Ryo has disappeared. But what he didn’t know is that the love is stronger than it seems…
LOVE Prologue: My bride
LOVE 1: Love/Friend reunion
LOVE 2: Forgotten promise
LOVE 3: London memories
LOVE 4: Two broken hearts
LOVE 5: Take me far away
LOVE 6: Be mine forever
LOVE 7: Goodbye my love
LOVE Final: Our fate was sealed part a
LOVE Final: Our fate was sealed part b
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“Erika told me about both of you. I thought she was lying. You are a nice boy, Ryo. But why?” Ryo knew his worst fear was confirmed. Erika’s mother knew.
“GET OUT FROM MY HOUSE!!!!!!!” she started yelling. Ryo stepped back.
“Go away! I don’t want to see your face! Bring back my daughter!!” her yelling startling the neighbours and they started coming to know what happen. Ryo’s heart was like being stabbed with thousand knives. He was being embarrassed, shouted at, hated, throw away like rubbish, and it’s just because he fell in love. Ryo don’t know where to put his face. Everyone was staring at them. He didn’t dare to look at Yamapi. He felt Yamapi’s hand gripping his hands tight. But he has no power to protect Yamapi that time. He felt useless and embarrassing.
“Go back, and atone for your sin!” Toda-san yelled.
“Who the hell do you think you shout at?!! Huh!” suddenly Ryo’s father angry voice booming from the crowd. Everyone turned to see. Ryo and Yamapi look at the crowd to see Nishikido-san and his wife standing there. Dea was lurking somewhere, trying to make her small presence visible. Ryo’s mother ran to his son’s side and hugged both of them as if protecting them. Ryo cried in his mother’s small arms. He felt like being a small 10 years old Nishikido Ryo again when he was shouted at by Erika’s father. And his mother will always protecting him. Ryo’s father walked forward.
“These are my sons that you shout at and don’t…you...dare…do that again!” he growled angrily.
Toda-san didn’t answer back. He supported his crying wife back into the house. Ryo’s father pulled Ryo into his hug and patted his back like a caring father. He understood his son’s condition but no matter what, his son will always be his son.
“Come on, let’s go back,” he said. He led his family back into the small safety of their home. Back at their home, they all gathered in the living room, plunged into a painful silent.
“I’m really sorry for causing trouble again,” Ryo said silently. Everyone look at him.
“We should never come here. Now what people will think about all of you?” he asked desperately. He was desperate for answer, for some miracle that can pull him out from this never ending misery.
“Stop apologizing or blaming your self, Ryo,” his mother spoke softly.
“Yeah, we can just move out from here. We will always be on your side, nii-chan,” Dea said.
“Tomohisa,” Yamapi looked up to Ryo’s father. “Are you regretting involving yourself with our son?” Yamapi quickly shook his head.
“No! I never regret being with Ryo. If I can, I want to continue protecting him as long as I live,” Yamapi said confidently.
“Ryo, let’s find Erika,” Yamapi suggested. Ryo looked at Yamapi who smiled at him.
“Right now, Erika’s safety is out first priority. We have to find her, Ryo,” Yamapi said again. Ryo nodded slowly. Yamapi was right, they need to find Erika. Erika was his friend for the longest time. He knew about her more than anybody else, maybe even her family. That’s how close they were. He will find Erika and bring her back safely.
The next morning, they went to the police station but found nothing. Erika’s missing case has been reported weeks ago and police had gone to the dead end on finding her. But, both of them didn’t want to quit just yet. For a week, they went to everywhere Ryo thought Erika can be. Places that Erika loves to go, all of her friends home, even Erika’s relative. They went to all of the places throughout the week. Still, they went home empty handed.
“What if we will never find her forever?” Ryo asked one day. They were in Ryo’s car, getting back after a day of tiring journey. Yamapi changed their destination suddenly. Ryo looked at him perplexed.
“Where are we going?” he asked. “We are staying at hotel today,” Yamapi said shortly. Ryo let him without discussing the matter. It’s obvious something was bothering Yamapi’s mind. Ryo kept silent until they reached to a cheap hotel and let Yamapi checking them in.
Yamapi ravished Ryo’s lips hungrily while his hands roamed wildly all over Ryo’s heated skin. His hands sneaked under Ryo’s shirt, his fingers dancing on his abs, caressing his chest and pressing their body closer. They were all sweaty, flushed, and so needy. Both have been suppressing their lust for each other for a very long suffering time. Yamapi let go of Ryo’s lips for a second letting him breath for air and dive in again. They stayed like that for a long time. Ryo’s hand clutched at Yamapi’s neck for support.
Yamapi let go of Ryo again, but this time he observed what he has done to the man’s poor lips. It was swollen beautifully and it moved hastily panting for air. Yamapi’s hands played with Ryo’s pants, pulling on it.
“Let me do it, please. Let me top you tonight,” he whispered to Ryo’s ear. Ryo was already flushed from head to too, his body felt like melting with all the heat. He can’t do anything but nodded. Yamapi didn’t wait much longer but stripped him off of his clothes and brought him bridal style to the bed. Yamapi breathed on Ryo’s chest and kissed all the way to his stomach. Low moans and whimpers escaped Ryo’s sultry mouth. Yamapi licked and sucked on his hipbone. Ryo moaned loudly from the delicious contacts of Yamapi’ lips on his body. Yamapi lifted his head and pecked on Ryo’s lips many times.
“I want to make you happy, Ryo. Will I ever get the chance to make you happy?” Yamapi said sadly.
“Pi…” “I love you so much,” Yamapi said. “I love you too,” Ryo replied.
“Just…continue, ok?” Yamapi stared at him. “Or I will reverse our position,” Yamapi groaned.
“Ok.”
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“I’ll go first,” Yamapi said, opening the door on his side.
“Ok, here’s the key. Make sure you don’t wake up the whole house,” Ryo said. Yamapi kissed his lips and nodded obediently. He got out off the car and walked to Ryo’s house at the opposite of the road. When he wanted to cross the road, his eyes caught a figure of a girl walking towards him. She was walking fast, and rather unsteady. At first he can’t figure out who was it, but as she drew closer, Yamapi squealed happily.
“Ryo, it’s Erika!! Ryo!!!!” he shouted excitedly. Ryo just realized the appearance of the girl when he heard Yamapi’s shout. ‘It’s unbelievable!’ he thought and quickly got out from the car.
“Erika!!!” he shouted, calling for her. But, something was not right. Erika didn’t look like she heard their call. She was walking, no, more to running towards Yamapi. Ryo heart was uneasy. He walked closer to Erika. His eyes widened when he saw what Erika brought with her, tight in her arms running deadly to Yamapi.
“Pi!!! Go away!” Ryo shouted from across the road. He wanted to walk faster but his broken leg wouldn't allow him. Yamapi heard him but he was confused. Yamapi tried to understand what Ryo was saying. He didn’t realized when Erika was already standing in front of him, holding out a knife, and stabbed him in the chest.
“Piiii!!!!!!!!!!!! YAMAPI!!!!” Ryo shouted again, tears flowing down his cheeks.
Yamapi felt the hurt before he fell down the road. He saw Ryo frantically ran to his side before he felt the sharp knife once again forcing its way into his stomach, tearing open his flesh, and blood gushed out all over the pavement. He was too hurt to even voice out his pain. He had to shut his eyes close to lessen the throbbing and agonizing.
“Pi! AARRGGGHHHHH!!!!!” Yamapi heard Ryo’s voice getting closer and a hit and punch before the clang sound of sharp metal hitting the road reached his ear. He also heard sounds of more and more footsteps getting closer to where he fell.
“Ryo…” Yamapi tried hard to speak.
“OMG, Ryo! What happen to Tomohisa?!!” he heard the sound of Ryo’s mother panic voice.
“Nii-chan, why there’s so much blood?” then there was Dea’s voice, she was crying. Yamapi can hear trepidation and apprehension in her crying.
“Pi, pi? Do you hear me?” and then there’s the voice he longed to hear. That’s when he began crying. Ryo voice was a soothing lullaby to his pain. “Call the ambulance, police or whatever!!!” Ryo screamed.
“Pi, please don’t die. Pi, open your eyes, please,” Ryo begged and Yamapi really wanted to open his eyes. He wanted to look at his lover’s face for the last time.
“Ryo, it’s too late,” Yamapi said and coughed afterwards. Ryo shook his head in fear.
“No, don’t say like that. No, don’t leave me! I don’t want this!! Argghh!!!! Why?!!”
“Ryo, I can’t wait anymore. This is so painful,” Yamapi croaked between his tears. His vision started to blur. He can’t see anything clear anymore, even Ryo’s face.
“Pi, I don’t want you to go,” Ryo cried.
“Ryo, are you happy…being with me?” Yamapi asked. Ryo can’t control his tears anymore. His eyes stung in pain because of the tears. His heart throbbed and pulsated painfully in his chest.
“Be with you, is the happiest thing ever happen in my life,” Ryo replied honestly. He was sincerely happy every second being with Yamapi even though everything around them tried to hurt them all the time. Yamapi managed to smile even though its hurt so much.
“When I was born again, I want to be someone who can freely love you, and loved by you,” Yamapi whispered and his eyes closed just like that. Ryo felt his hand lying limp on the road, his breath no longer there and his body growing cold.
“YAMAPI!!!!!!!!!! Nooo!!! Yamapi, don’t go! Don’t leave me alone!!!” Ryo screamed. He shook Yamapi lifeless body as hard as he can.
“Ryo!! RYO!! Please don’t be like this,” Ryo’s mother said. She herself was drowned in tears. “He won’t come back to life.”
“What’s happening?” “Isn’t that Ryo-kun?” “Ryo-kun? Nishikido-kun?” “There’s a rumour that he’s gay,” “Gay? Omg!” “And the other person could be…” “Yes, he is. Tsk, tsk. People nowadays,” “So, wasn’t it better if he just dead?”
Ryo’s cries escalated. He can’t think straight anymore. He grasped on Yamapi’s shirt tightly. He didn’t want to hear anymore of those people saying. They don’t understand! They don’t have a heart! They don’t know anything about Yamapi and him. They will never know about Yamapi’s burning love to him. They will never know... they will never…
Ryo fetched the knife and looked around. He found Erika sitting on the pavement looking expressionless to Yamapi’s body. Ryo felt anger rose in him, and he wanted revenge. Suddenly he stood up and walked towards Erika. The girl snapped to reality when Ryo’s strong hand caught her neck, trying to strangle her. Then, she realized what she had done.
“Ryo, I’m sorry,” Erika begged for his forgiveness. Suddenly there’s a loud murmur when people just realize that Erika was there, her hands and clothes drenched in red blood.
“ERIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!” Erika’s mother screamed and wanted to run to her daughter’s side.
“Stop!” Ryo yelled. Ryo changed his position and placed the knife at Erika’s throat.
“I’ll kill her! I’LL KILL HER!!” Erika cried and kept on begging for forgiveness.
“No, Ryo-chan. Let go of my daughter!”
“Ryo, stop it. Let go of her. Ryo, please!” Ryo’s mother said gently. She was shocked with Ryo’s sudden action. But, she understand him more than other people around will. She’s his mother, she know her son best.
In the middle of it, a couple of police cars arrived at the scene. People scattered for they feared of what going to happen. The police officers quickly get out and prepared to shoot.
“DON’T SHOOT MY SON! PLEASE!!” Ryo’s mother suddenly going crazy when she saw them prepared to open fire. She tried to prevent the police but was held by her husband. “They are not going to shoot. I won’t let them shoot,” Ryo’s father said.
“Sir, put down the knife or we will shoot,” one of the police announced.
“No!! She killed Yamapi! Yamapi is dead!! How can I live without him? Why I am saved if he’s going to die?! WHY?!!”
“Ryo, please let go of her. I don’t want to lose you, please,” Ryo’s mother begged in her husband’s arms.
“Ryo, listen to dad. Think rationally of your action!”
“Nii-chan, stop it, nii-chan!!!”
“JUST SHOOT HIM, HE WILL KILL MY DAUGHTER!!”
“What are you waiting for? Shoot him?!!”
“Don’t! Please don’t!!”
Ryo’s head was spinning. It throbbed painfully like his heart and every inches of his body. His hand trembled and he have a problem keeping the knife in its place. All the shouting pierced through his mind making it hurt than ever. He wanted to stop. He really wanted to stop but thinking of Yamapi’s lifeless body making his heart ached more.
“I’m sorry Erika,” Ryo sobbed and pressed the knife deeper with all his strength.
“THUM!”
Ryo stopped. He heard the sound and he felt the pain. He looked down and saw the hole where the bullet went through his chest. Blood already poured out like water all over his shirt.
“NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Ryo let go of Erika and fell on his knees. He dragged his weak body with his palm over the bullet hole at his chest to where Yamapi lie. He fetched for his hand and felt the coldness of Yamapi’s hand crept to his hand and spread all over his body. He was happy now that he will not be left alone.
“Pi, I’m coming. Wait for me, ok?” Ryo said and felt like sleeping and closed his eyes. The last thing he heard was his family’s screaming his name but he was too exhausted to reply and he fell asleep forever and ever, happily in Yamapi's hand.
OWARI
A/N: It's a happy ending right?? Sorry if the ending is weird, i'm a sucker in writing ending. Anyway, i know dea is not japanese name, it's my roommate's name, huhu. please don't hunt me down because i killed both of them~ please...i will write the epilogue for the ending next. you can read it or not, it's not important.