Sep 05, 2004 12:46
(*940pm<> AUG.28)
Hey! What's up? Not too much here. Life is crazy as usual. HAHA actually that is one of the
biggest understatements of my life! Let me start from the begenning.
(*AHEM*)
Well let me see. I transfer schools at the begenning of my senior year, because, for some crazy
reason, I thought it would be "better" and it is in some sinces. I mean the people, as alike as
they are, are okay. I mean I just liked MHS better probably because i have been there for like
3 years. Actually I don't care about any of the people at either schools. Actually I take that
back. There was 2 people. Audrie Brennan (NoodleBug) and Sean McLamore (Skanky Gill) haha the
nick names are long stories and i will tell you about some other time. :-)
Anyway- the school thing is one minor depressent in my **LOVELY** life.
here is the kicker. haha your really going to love this one. When I lived with Billie, I screwed
up and did alot of pretty bad things. Like I said some of these details are long stories and i
will write about them later.
Anyway- where was i..? Oh yeah I screwed up... Well I ended up loosing my job over it. No I
did't get fired or quit. (you know i loved that job!)
Anyway- My mother (currently known as Billie) got scatterbrained and quiet for me, i mean she
DID get the job for me (NO!!!) and did work everyones hours pretty much 7 days a week, and
sacrafice lots of events for it just to have a descent check (NO!!!) and of i forget she
waltsed down to the bank and cashed my glorious check ** (um.. NO!!) Here's one thing she did do,
she got my checking account.. and how do you say it.. Stole it? No. thats harsh..mom's don't do
that? Do they? haha.. Need I say more? Anyway- like i said I lost my job, and i moved in with my
grandma.
Well actually.. rewind. Like a month before i moved in, my dad started making frequent visits
to Billie's house. his exscuse was " I am here for April, to make sure she doesn't get into any more trouble.." hmm..okay? Sounds good..right? Yeah, keep that in mind. anyway(s) Well, me (April) being dumb to the world in my parents eyes, didn't know what my dad and Billie were doing at all hours of the night? Hmm... let me take a second to put 2 and 2 together.
Let me see, Billie and dad are divorced.. they really don't like/love each other. For tons of reason, one being that, to my dad, she is a "stupid Bitch" and my dad, to Billie, "a non-working bum who lives with his mama and gets everything handed to him." (those are my parents quotes) Anyway well, my being a 17 year old girl, doesn't know what people do in a room at 2am? Hmm... why is the door to Billiie's bedroom closed?? Hmm..what is that sound? hmm?? I WONDER?? anyway.
Well i moved in with my grandma.. and remember that reason my dad said he was over at my moms (Billies) house? Rememeber? "for april" well if April isn't there anymore there is no need for him to go over there..Correct? WRONGO!! (hah nice word) Well seeing how there was one car and my dad would dissapear for days, this didn't sit to well with my grandma. HAH it wouldn't for anyone who depended on that one car to get them around. Anyway- well my dad would snoop around Billie's house occasionly and found out a lot of things. One being that Billie had an affair with some "kid" now not a kid as in a teenager...just someone quiet a bit younger. Anyway.
Well in one of my dads snooping escapades, he finds this website. Well in comeplete puzzlement he comes home and looks it up on the internet. Hmm...In his complete shock he thinks<> isn't this one of those "bad sites" that no one with any brains should go to? Haha- well that was understatement. When he searches this page diligently to find out the reason why Billie had it in her room, he finds this certain picture. Wow, and doesn't this person look awfully familur? Hmm.. I think I married this woman once??? AHHH its Billie. Then he runs into my room, and shows me this gastly picture.
Well.. if there was any suspicion in your mind that the person you are currently "involved with" (sleeping with) was in the picture you wouldn't have anything to do w/ this person right? Right?? HAH Wrong again!! LOL he kept right on doing his normal thing.. and completly abandoned the woman who raised his kids, and bought their clothes and food, his very own mother. Anyway<>
Well upto rescently there was some doubt in my mind that the woman in the picture was my mother. Well my dad found this certain picture. (*in all the pics he had found they never had a face)
Well this one did, partially. Once i saw that there was no doubt in my mind that the woman in the picture was my mother. NO ONE OUNCE of doubt. And the real kicker is that my dad took his pc over to Billie's apartment to confront her, now that he had "incriminating" evidence. Well the next thing I know .. HERE is the kicker..
My grandma tells me that my dad told her that the woman wasn't her. LOL hahaha . wait . what? Your serious?? YOU HAVE HER FACE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOURS AND YOU SAY IT ISNT HERE???? WHAT THE F... Yeah see thats what I thought.. HERE IS WHAT I THINK.. NO WAIT... HERE IS WHAT I KNOW...!!
My dad took the pc over to my Billie's and showed her.. (* I REMEMBER not too long ago, my dad said to me,"why can't your mom be honest and tell me the truth about things..??") I think after all this time she finially confessed.. and my dad was probably dumbfounded that she confessed.
He probably told my grandma that it wansn't her to JUSTIFY his reasons for going over there still? I mean it makes perfect since. Why would dad still go to Billie's if he knew that was her. Easy, say it's not! The crazy thing is he didn't tell me that i wasn't her.. wanna know why? Because I am the only other person who has seen the pic. and he knows that I know without a shadow of a doubt that is her.!! AHH crazy mess huh? Now my dad is over at my Billie's right as we speak. "TALKING ;-/ ;-/" That is what he says he is doing there at all hours of the night. HAH Yeah, were dumb! Anyway- I am so ticked off!! MORE THAN YOU KNOW!! AHHH.. wellI am tired and I have to get up early tomorrow.. I am sure I will write tomorrow also. hope you loved this wonderful soap!! HAHA.. the only thing different is that this one is actually true! :-D Any way GOOD NIGHT!
-April
(*1005 pm)
Now let me say one more thing in closeing.
Billie has preaced to me like she is so damn innocent.. HAH let the record show.. she is full of it! HOW DARE SHE SAY HER KIDS ARE HER PRIORITY WHEN SHE WAS OUT WHOREING AROUND WITH GOD KNOWS WHO!!