while the rest of the world sleeps....
i am not. I am awake and it is 4am. i did get some sleep last night though. As soon as my allergy meds wear out i am awake. haven't been to the gym since monday morning. i hope i am gaining muscles, since joining the gym i have gained like 3 lbs. it could just be PMS water- weight. i have figured out how to keep my room a nice temp so that i can sleep. this window fan seems to work better than it did last summer. my dog loves me though, she barks and howls my name till i come out and see her, once i am out there, she jumps up and tries to kiss me and get her doggie germs all over me. i am so incerdibly allergic to this part of the state. i left monday afternoon and went to charlotte, i wasn't sick for 2 whole days, yes 2 days without sinus migraines, it was great. then i made the mistake of coming home. i did manage to get my car fixed up though. i got my oil changed, my ac working (thank goodness), and my brakes got a good greasing. i got home late wednesday night to have mom tell me that dad had to go to the hospital, he is ok. poor guy thought that he should play basketball with guys half his age. i think the fact that it was also his 50th birthday should have given him the hint that he can't do that anymore. last time he played anything, he cracked his ribs. this time it is just some bruising. i have about a week till i get to go home to MA. i can't wait. i have the whole house to myself this weekend. i am going to do nothing. ok i am going to clean the house and lounge around a whole lot, but other than that i am not going to do much of anything. brandon is coming to visit on sunday. excited about that. jessi and nate will be here in a few days. has it really been that long since i last either one of them? i guess so. i am going to try and get back to sleep. i do leave with a quick question though. how can just one person make you change your mind about everything and leave it so that you can let your guard down, and it seems ok this time?