It is a sad, sad, day... :(
I will not go into detail but it has to do with me and Marvin. I am sure anyone with a brain could figure out what has happened given the obvious clue in the title to this entry. He says he feels pressured to have a relationship right now, especially to someone so far away, but what I do not understand is why he led me on so long, only knowing that the longer he pulled at my heart the more it would hurt once released. I cannot lie, I am hurt. He says he still wants to be my friend and possibly more. He still wants to meet me, but whenever that may be I do not know. What I do know is I do not want another long distance relationship. If he ever wants to be with me again he will have to move here with me or wait for me to graduate from college to go with him. I cannot allow or bear for my heart to be stretched to such limits anymore. I guess that is all I have to say on this subject for now.
"Once my soul is safe, only then can I truely love again..."
"Once my soul is safe, only then can I truely love again..."