maybe i am a bad person
I try to help people out by bringing them back to reality, letting them know that life isnt always so peachy keen, and it makes them get pissed at me. I never can do anything right around them. Everything I say and do is wrong. They wonder why I am always down, well its because they dont help me cheer up, they always put me down. Than they pretend that there really isnt a problem when there is. I simply said that I miss everyone and I got an earful. Yet when she said her problems I am supposed to sit there and let her feel like things are alright.... hell no, not going to happen. What is good for the goose is good for the gander. I am sick of being taken advantage of. I am sick of people who think that I do everything wrong. I dont need nor want those type of people in my life. So if any of you are reading this are trying to get a cheap thrill out of me being down, sad, and depressed...its not going to happen because I am stronger than you think I am. Call me all the names in the world you can think of, not going to hurt me. I have learned to put up my fence... its like a brick wall that wont break no matter how hard you try. You say I dont know your situation, well news flash you dont know mine either, so stop trying to say, if you look at things better you will be better.... bullshit, it takes a lot more work than that. You dont know half of the things I have been through. I have pitty for all of the people who have listened to your rambling on and on about shit that isnt always true. You try to act perfect, when the world knows no one is perfect. things are not always black and white, there is a middle... so just get a clue, get a life, and leave me the fuck alone!