Lulling, looming and longing...
I have developed a hideous thing called anxiety over the last couple of weeks. Sure I have always been internaly anxious but not like this! It's like my mind is spasming... I think overtime and then my heart starts racing and I can't breathe well.
Stupid mind! Why can't it just shut off!
breathing breathing breathing
I find myself finding it even harder to socialise at work because of it. I freak out and get anxious about having to confront any work colleage about any minor little nothing. It is so weird.
breathing breathing breathing
buzzing buzzing buzzing
Coffee boy is back too. He makes me great coffee and gives me compliments.
Man I am so headachy and dizzy and my chest and troat are tight :(
I can't wait to sleep tonight :)
And I have a little daffodil pin attached to my jacket. It's cute.
Stupid mind! Why can't it just shut off!
breathing breathing breathing
I find myself finding it even harder to socialise at work because of it. I freak out and get anxious about having to confront any work colleage about any minor little nothing. It is so weird.
breathing breathing breathing
buzzing buzzing buzzing
Coffee boy is back too. He makes me great coffee and gives me compliments.
Man I am so headachy and dizzy and my chest and troat are tight :(
I can't wait to sleep tonight :)
And I have a little daffodil pin attached to my jacket. It's cute.