Ranting because I feel it and I can :P
I was finally over with everything... I mean seriuously 100% forgot about him till I saw him and didnt really even care when I did. Now suddenly it's all following me again! It's driving me nuts!! I'm sick of waking myself up out of dreams that he's suddenly in. Its so annoying when I wanted to dream about about him I never ever could and now I want to concentrate on finishing my time in Germany and starting a new relationship and BAM I'm suddenly dreaming about him.
Everywhere I go this break I see him. I see his stupid ugly car, or catch a glace at him well bar hopping or I'll just plain be at places that used to mean a lot to me.
UGH, I thought vacation would be nice and relaxing, but I just have more time to think! I just want it to be may already so I can go to the airport and walk away from him for the rest of my life... at the same time, I wish it wasnt the end. I wish I loved it so much here I was staying, I wish I was continuing things and would have something other then bad memories.
Dont get me wrong, I love Germany, I just really hate one thing about it.
blah, I think he broke up with his girlfriend too. damn it all to hell, was is all for nothing?
Everywhere I go this break I see him. I see his stupid ugly car, or catch a glace at him well bar hopping or I'll just plain be at places that used to mean a lot to me.
UGH, I thought vacation would be nice and relaxing, but I just have more time to think! I just want it to be may already so I can go to the airport and walk away from him for the rest of my life... at the same time, I wish it wasnt the end. I wish I loved it so much here I was staying, I wish I was continuing things and would have something other then bad memories.
Dont get me wrong, I love Germany, I just really hate one thing about it.
blah, I think he broke up with his girlfriend too. damn it all to hell, was is all for nothing?