I thought I could make it all day.
I know I've probably already said everything that I could possibly say.
I know that I'm so scared and upset.
Seriously, I said all I could about how I feel in the only way I could. I have not heard back. 2 reasons: 1 - email left unchecked or 2 - response unknown.
Now reason 1 that's what scares me. That means that there could still be a sudden negative response. And that would kill me.
Reason 2 makes me feel a little better b/c that way I can imagine that my words were worth thinking about.
But I'm pretty sure that it's reason 1, so I suppose I should brace myself for the worst. I mean, I'm already pretty sure that there will be no reconciliation. I think I may have messed that one up a long time ago.
I know that I'm so scared and upset.
Seriously, I said all I could about how I feel in the only way I could. I have not heard back. 2 reasons: 1 - email left unchecked or 2 - response unknown.
Now reason 1 that's what scares me. That means that there could still be a sudden negative response. And that would kill me.
Reason 2 makes me feel a little better b/c that way I can imagine that my words were worth thinking about.
But I'm pretty sure that it's reason 1, so I suppose I should brace myself for the worst. I mean, I'm already pretty sure that there will be no reconciliation. I think I may have messed that one up a long time ago.