I'm An ASSHOLE
WELL, I broke up with him last night. It's not fair for him to suffer bcoz of my phobias.I wouldn't want to use him for a rebound bcoz he's such an awesome guy and I have more respect for him than that.
Canon said that was a bull shit reason but it's not. It's the truth. Every morning I see Brian and it kills me. I'm not over him. We dated for 2 months! I can't just get over something like that in a day! I practically thought I was in love w/him, I can't just move on so quickly!!
And after he told me he loved me, I just freaked. I never wanted something serious after Brian, I just wanted something fun.
I know, I broke up with the greatest b/f I'll probly EVER have. I don't regret it tho coz it just wasn't there.It's never just THERE for the really sweet ones. grrr.I like the ones who treat me like I don't exist and who never call except for like twice at 2 am.
AKA BRIAN.Speaking of Brian, he was staring at me ALL morning... HE HE HE That's right bastard, you better be repenting. lol
well i'm an asshole. I'm still mad about someone who won't even talk to me let alone go back out w/me and meanwhile Randall "LOVES" me and I feel nothing except fear.
later
april182
Canon said that was a bull shit reason but it's not. It's the truth. Every morning I see Brian and it kills me. I'm not over him. We dated for 2 months! I can't just get over something like that in a day! I practically thought I was in love w/him, I can't just move on so quickly!!
And after he told me he loved me, I just freaked. I never wanted something serious after Brian, I just wanted something fun.
I know, I broke up with the greatest b/f I'll probly EVER have. I don't regret it tho coz it just wasn't there.It's never just THERE for the really sweet ones. grrr.I like the ones who treat me like I don't exist and who never call except for like twice at 2 am.
AKA BRIAN.Speaking of Brian, he was staring at me ALL morning... HE HE HE That's right bastard, you better be repenting. lol
well i'm an asshole. I'm still mad about someone who won't even talk to me let alone go back out w/me and meanwhile Randall "LOVES" me and I feel nothing except fear.
later
april182