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today (or yesterday) was dad's birthday. i spent the day shopping, driving around louisville, and baking cakes with my glowing sister. tomorrow we go to do things for the baby that we will welcome into the world at the end of this year or the beginning of next, and doing some more shopping.
you know, i know some of you people are probably disappointed in me, but it doesn't matter. the only persons opinion who matters to me is mine, and i am disappointed in myself. if i feel down about anything, it's because i hurt someone who didn't deserve it, and because i'm making myself feel that way for what i've done - and i do. but we can't change the past - we can only look into the future and try to make things better. i'm a kid. i make mistakes - we all do. it's natural. there is only one person who should feel bad towards me, and i know that i deserve for them to feel that way. just one person, and no one else. so if anyone feels ill feelings towards me, that's their problem. i'm not letting it bother me. the only other persons whose feelings i care about are the ones that i did the wrong doing to, and if i thought it were the right time i would apologize. i do apologize.
that's really all i can say.
love love love,
ashley
you know, i know some of you people are probably disappointed in me, but it doesn't matter. the only persons opinion who matters to me is mine, and i am disappointed in myself. if i feel down about anything, it's because i hurt someone who didn't deserve it, and because i'm making myself feel that way for what i've done - and i do. but we can't change the past - we can only look into the future and try to make things better. i'm a kid. i make mistakes - we all do. it's natural. there is only one person who should feel bad towards me, and i know that i deserve for them to feel that way. just one person, and no one else. so if anyone feels ill feelings towards me, that's their problem. i'm not letting it bother me. the only other persons whose feelings i care about are the ones that i did the wrong doing to, and if i thought it were the right time i would apologize. i do apologize.
that's really all i can say.
love love love,
ashley