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[apricots]

It’s strange sometimes to think that there are so many thousands of people that are feeling the same way; at the very same instant you are, but it doesn’t seem like it. Thousands of sand granules are falling from the sky, the sky, the sky is falling: beware. (ring, ring) “hello, I’m sorry but you’ve reached someone who cannot take the time to care

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[anonymous]

I think I'm in love with my best friend. We're both girls. We're both "straight," but I have my suspicions about both of us. I'm so confused.

I'm also suicidal and a "cutter" if by cutter you mean a scratcher. I've never left a scar, but I've been told that it has the same mentality behind it.

I don't feel like I can talk to any of my friends anymore. I feel like they are all pulling away from me, and I hate it.

I am working on moving out of my dad's house.

If I drive, I am afraid I will live out one of my escape fantasies. He's making me learn how to drive. I had a friend die in a car accident. I'm scared as hell.

I write about all of this in a notebook. Unconsciously I think I WANT someone to find it.

I'm so scared, but I'm trying.

[apricots]

Oh my gosh!!!!! poor baby.

I'm here- I don't know if you are on my friends list. If you are, you can say so, but you dont' have to identify yourself.

I just hope I can be a positive influence for you :(

I wish I can give you a hug.

I cannot see your face, but I wish I can reach through the internet and give you a huge hug.

good luck with everything

[anonymous]

Um, well I friended you. I'm not sure if you friended me back.

And thanks. :)

[anonymous]

i left one scar. and it scares me.

[applepenguin]

One little piece of advise: Don't be afraid to be who you truly are, no matter what that is. Don't repress who you really are, it only leads to problems.

cutting: have you ever talked to somebody about it? If you need to talk, lemme know. I've had my experiences with it, I know where you are.

I applaud you for posting this, for having the courage. I know it's hard, but, trust me, talking HELPS!

my aim name is "spifyman99" (that's right, spelled wrong like that), or email me at applepenguin-at-livejournal.com, if you wanna talk, k? And, I'll respect any and all confidentaility you want, ok?

[who_knows_why]

yeah i had a problem wit that to so if u ever need 2 ppl to talk to my im is ricanqueenie and my email is queen_free1@yahoo.com