you always said she was glass;

[apricot]

I couldn't really comprehend things or myself this past year. I think over time I began to hate myself for the things I thought I did wrong, but really I just hated you.

I think it is hard. It is just so hard to give it your all and throw in everything you have because you're young & stupid just to deny it later. I don't think anyone but Renee would understand that but hey, I think I tried.

I think I hated that girl for too long, my life kind of went blank which is sad because I really was so kind, and so giving. I don't know.

I want to start using this more again. This layout is old, I hate it.