bored.
im updating for a change. i always seem to forget about this thing. lj is never working anymore. this website is so dang slow. I like xanga much better. lol. but yeah.
im so confused right now.
im in desperate need of moral help.
3 guys at one time, all at the same time, wanting to hang out, same days.
what the crap is wrong with this picture.
Andrew, Nathan, &Mickey.
Nathan wanted to hang out over christmas break, but parents kept putting it off. He called today. Andrews been asking me to come and hang out, he called today. Mickey wants me to go up to the mall to meet him.
I feel like nathan hates me b/c i've been 'putting him off' .. I havent, I promise. Everytime he calls, something goes wrong. I feel really bad. I dont know what to do. My friend keeps telling me to 'go for the one you want' and I am. I just feel really bad about the others. Or, im gone to a friends house everytime he calls. Hopelessness.
I want everyone to come up to the mall, we'd be one big group, &everyone together, hit up the movies, and rock out. But doesnt look like that will ever happen. Something always throws a cork in it. Pft. Mom wont get off the phone so i can return Andrews phone call. Psh, guess I wont be going over there either. Im screwed.
I know this sounds like im just some whiny old teenager, but im not really. I dont understand why everything has to happen all at the same time. I feel bad. Im confused.
of all though, id have to say i want andrew. he makes me feel special, and i get along with him so great. I love it when i'm around him. He is unlike anyone i have ever met before.
im so confused right now.
im in desperate need of moral help.
3 guys at one time, all at the same time, wanting to hang out, same days.
what the crap is wrong with this picture.
Andrew, Nathan, &Mickey.
Nathan wanted to hang out over christmas break, but parents kept putting it off. He called today. Andrews been asking me to come and hang out, he called today. Mickey wants me to go up to the mall to meet him.
I feel like nathan hates me b/c i've been 'putting him off' .. I havent, I promise. Everytime he calls, something goes wrong. I feel really bad. I dont know what to do. My friend keeps telling me to 'go for the one you want' and I am. I just feel really bad about the others. Or, im gone to a friends house everytime he calls. Hopelessness.
I want everyone to come up to the mall, we'd be one big group, &everyone together, hit up the movies, and rock out. But doesnt look like that will ever happen. Something always throws a cork in it. Pft. Mom wont get off the phone so i can return Andrews phone call. Psh, guess I wont be going over there either. Im screwed.
I know this sounds like im just some whiny old teenager, but im not really. I dont understand why everything has to happen all at the same time. I feel bad. Im confused.
of all though, id have to say i want andrew. he makes me feel special, and i get along with him so great. I love it when i'm around him. He is unlike anyone i have ever met before.