Sep 17, 2005 23:17
someone asked me why i hadn't posted lately.
and honestly, i think it's rather important that we only speak when we have something to say.
otherwise...it's just a waste of breath.
so maybe in the past weeks i've had nothing to say.
but now i do.
you.
why must you do this?
i don't get you, i dont claim to understand your actions.
it's as though you honestly hate seeing me happy.
you make me feel...as though i'm never enough.
make me feel...insecure and unwanted.
you make me feel. and that...is crime enough.
is it too much to ask to be left alone?
just let me live.
let me continue...
let me walk away.
so we all have a purpose...and yours is apparently to FUCK ME OVER.
so good job and congratulations.
you succeed sooo well.
i wish i wasnt so weak.
i wish breathing wasn't so impossible.
it's time to stop forgiving.
and start forgetting..
<3
*celi*