Dec 22, 2004 23:25
AHHH! i hate this feeling.
when nothin is right and theres no hope for any of it to get better.
you sit there and think about whats going to happen.
mistakes have been made.
deal with them.
enuff being emo....ill fuckin live
well last night rhonni n sam came n picked me up n we stayed the night over sams. they built a crack-ass ginger bread house that tasted like shit LOL. there was a grip of ppl there....n once again i didnt smoke : ) im not gonna let myself, shits stupid. its been MONTHS! well they rented "win a date with tad hamilton" which was okay? idk it was cute 4 a chick flick lol. i feel asleep on sams couch n her effin dogs wudnt leave me alone! woke up watched 12748 episodes of Laguna Beach n rhonni dropped me off b/c they had work at 2. came home took a shower n hung out with dan. hmmm. it was fun. lol
i got home around 5...went C-shopping with sheila...AGAIN! i got a new Hurley sweatshirt n 2 new jackets dawg :) heck yes. well im getting my hair colored tuesday. im not telling ne one what im doing with it im gonna surprise you. im scared tho...but i hate it being this dark. i look goth >;o
i talked to my stephanie...i love that girl so much. shes gonna come out to vegas n see me now that shes 18.
i tried calling rob again today. yesterday idk wut happened but we never found each other. i call him n some gay message thing comes up so idk. I DID TRY CALLING THO! rob if u see this....please call me
i made new years resolutions.
i usually never fallow through but o fucking well.
here goes...
1. get a job
2. a new cell fone
3. my fuckin lisence
4. a god-damn car
5. pass 11th grade (lmfao yeh rite)
6 be a pro-skater by this summer :)
i wont cry myself to sleep...i wont. gnite