It's always been you

[apres_toi]

sometimes I forget that you are the sun in my sky
sometimes I forget you were once my one true comfort
that you are the moon and the sprinkle of stars I wish upon
I let impatience get the best of me
my head blocks the hope that radiates from my heart
and though no one understands I have loved you through everything you have done
you will always be forgiven
like a child rebelling against their parents
denying the existence of  the universe
I'll be there for you through it
you are my committment
even if I am not yours