Bite Me!
so this week has been quite confusing...
first off- things with alex had been going pretty smooth as far as talking and blah blah blah. Victorias party was a blast. It was really good. plus the time with alex was nice as well. i accually got to know brian freeman as a human being and not as a crazy student... so we socialized for like hours then "watched" a movie called closer. then i planed my new years party (let em know if u are coming or not!) so that should be fun. altho alot of guys cant come bc of being out of town/ family plans. This week we had my last winter concert, which went over pretty well i thought. then it was the end of the week and present time!! YAY! then break came! last night i came home and told alex that i did in fact like him NEWS FASH! and he totally ignored it and changed the subject. which i was like ok not cool at all! then i went to the whistle stop with sarah and saw mr maher!! which made me happy at first then really sad and sarah was sad too so we were walking out and both lost it. then ran into josh k back from california! which was sooo nice but i started to cry! talked to him for a while then went to the Ska concert at some church and had fun! pretty much danced away my pain!lol. came home about 11:30 then went to bed. today i went and saw rent for the 4th time with sarah, victoria, rebeccah, brian, and alex... i thought it would be really awkward but it turns out that kirstin was right and that he would just pretend that i never said anything. him and brian came in later then us then we sent them to get us food. we were in the very last row and the line up for seats was as fallows: victoria, rebeccah, sarah then me on the end. when they came back brain walked all the way around to sit next to tori and then guess who sits next to me. the next 2 1/2 hours was full of cuddling and flirting whispers about the movie and him trying to force me to eat rasinets whis i hate. things heated upas far as cuddling about 1/4 into when he moved my drink so there was nothing in the way... so yeah guys figure out that one! AAHHHHHHHH! life! so hopefully we will plan to do somemore "group " acctivities. then we can get closer again and im going to watch his hockey game on thursday. other then that i want to make this vaca count and hopefully have a super fun new years... god what a fucking life. as for today ant tomarrow i was supposed to go to church but mom doesnt have time and then we are going to my aunts house intill tomarrow evening! so MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE and MERRY CHRISTMAS for tomarrow and a HAPPY CHANUKA EVE everyone... i will bb tomarrow to tell you of my joyous christmas day!!!
first off- things with alex had been going pretty smooth as far as talking and blah blah blah. Victorias party was a blast. It was really good. plus the time with alex was nice as well. i accually got to know brian freeman as a human being and not as a crazy student... so we socialized for like hours then "watched" a movie called closer. then i planed my new years party (let em know if u are coming or not!) so that should be fun. altho alot of guys cant come bc of being out of town/ family plans. This week we had my last winter concert, which went over pretty well i thought. then it was the end of the week and present time!! YAY! then break came! last night i came home and told alex that i did in fact like him NEWS FASH! and he totally ignored it and changed the subject. which i was like ok not cool at all! then i went to the whistle stop with sarah and saw mr maher!! which made me happy at first then really sad and sarah was sad too so we were walking out and both lost it. then ran into josh k back from california! which was sooo nice but i started to cry! talked to him for a while then went to the Ska concert at some church and had fun! pretty much danced away my pain!lol. came home about 11:30 then went to bed. today i went and saw rent for the 4th time with sarah, victoria, rebeccah, brian, and alex... i thought it would be really awkward but it turns out that kirstin was right and that he would just pretend that i never said anything. him and brian came in later then us then we sent them to get us food. we were in the very last row and the line up for seats was as fallows: victoria, rebeccah, sarah then me on the end. when they came back brain walked all the way around to sit next to tori and then guess who sits next to me. the next 2 1/2 hours was full of cuddling and flirting whispers about the movie and him trying to force me to eat rasinets whis i hate. things heated upas far as cuddling about 1/4 into when he moved my drink so there was nothing in the way... so yeah guys figure out that one! AAHHHHHHHH! life! so hopefully we will plan to do somemore "group " acctivities. then we can get closer again and im going to watch his hockey game on thursday. other then that i want to make this vaca count and hopefully have a super fun new years... god what a fucking life. as for today ant tomarrow i was supposed to go to church but mom doesnt have time and then we are going to my aunts house intill tomarrow evening! so MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE and MERRY CHRISTMAS for tomarrow and a HAPPY CHANUKA EVE everyone... i will bb tomarrow to tell you of my joyous christmas day!!!