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Jan 24, 2005 12:29

Hahah, such a random subject...

So anyways, midterms are done.. Tomarrow i get to start all over again.. Kinda refeshing if u know what i mean...

So this hole situtation with erin and kc... in a nut shell it sucks! I mean I can totally well, maybe totally is the wrong work.. ok i can understand how each of them feels... and maybe they are both going a bit overboard.. but hay i can only assume things i cant be in their heads right.. I donno.. I'm just worried about the whole thing.. Worried they will never talk to one another again, worried they will be pushed into an unhealthy emotional state of being... I think that I worry but at the same time I don't know what to do? I donno... Maybe this is why i go to the barn so much... u dont know how cleansing it is just to be away.. But my friends are in need... So I must do something.. will ponder and let u know later...

As for me I am awaiting a package!! I did my first online ordering 2 days ago. I got a 50$ gc to Amazon.com and so i orderd A Cinderella Story- soundtrack... I love happy ending movies.. ahhh, and u may think what u want but to just escape yourself into a good movie is cleansing... Maybe there arnt happy endings in real life.. maybe there are, but i do know that there are in movies!! Hillary Duff and Chad Murry do an awsome happy ending.. go rent it it will give r heart some hope!

So know as for me I am going to try once again to lose that weight.. Its really all emotional, I mean if i found something else to controll my life besides food.. man I would be all set... thats the difference between a fat person and a skinny person.. the way i see it, ok when I get upset my friend is a big bowl of something, when others see their happiness in a razor, people are just unhappy and there is no way around it.. so as for me my goal is to find something that is just as "theraputic" as my bowl and spoon and your razor- let em think............. ok when i do come up with something i will let u know.. for all those overweighteees out there.. and as for all of the others i'll let u know too so u can put the blade away...

Must go to the barn- and think
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