We Are
The Christmas dinner with my dad's family sucked, as expected. I think this might be one of the last time cause I'm positive that some of my other relatives will not want to show up next time. Won't miss them. We went to a really fancy restaurant and I was wearing a totally awesome outfit. Ready for my covershot in Vanity Fair "nominated for an Oscar". Okay I'm getting ahead of myself. Some of my cousins were wearing really horrible outfits and JEANS! Even one of my aunts was wearing jeans. It was just embarassing. They didn't know how to behave at all, running around and screaming. Come one they're in high school! You run around and scream when you're 5. They always make an adult table and a so called 'children's table'. Of course my sis and I were on the wrong end of the table. I wanted to sit with my cousins that are of my age but ended up with the young ones and the morons. They asked me which breadplate was theirs. You have to know that! Anyways, so that was a very boring and annoying evening. Not even mentioning the arguments some people had. Luckily I didn't get into an argument with anyone. A friend of mine said it the other day so wonderful... I suppose at a certain age Christmas isn't fun anymore. Well my present was fun, I'm still happy with my bling bling Armani watch =)
I had a weird dream again. It was really symbolic. I was on a mission and it was scary but I was surrounded by professionals that protected me. And I saw people around me lying on the ground who didn't make it. But I knew I was going to make it. It only showed me the beginning of the journey, or it felt like that. I only know that my mum joined me in the end part. It was actually kinda like the fellowship of the ring now I think about it *lol* I don't even need a website to analyze this one, it's obvious.
I finished my new musicvideo *yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay*. It's Human, by The Killers. And it's about Ellen *duh*. By the time it was finished I had lost all objectivity and was really disappointed cause I thought it sucked. Then my mum saw it and told me this was my best video. Which means a lot cause she never likes my Ellen videos. Yellow Love is my "drooling over fandom" video according to her and Ellen the Story is too painful cause she feels the emotions I was feeling at the time. So she doesn't watch those. This time she really likes the (hidden) message I put into it. She watched it several times already. Rule number one is "never underestimate your audience" but I always think no one gets it cause no one actually mentions that they liked the message. I'm still thinking about what to write to Ellen to give her an incentive to watch this video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40tNbqWwLrE
Push the high-quality button, it's worth-it ;)
I had a weird dream again. It was really symbolic. I was on a mission and it was scary but I was surrounded by professionals that protected me. And I saw people around me lying on the ground who didn't make it. But I knew I was going to make it. It only showed me the beginning of the journey, or it felt like that. I only know that my mum joined me in the end part. It was actually kinda like the fellowship of the ring now I think about it *lol* I don't even need a website to analyze this one, it's obvious.
I finished my new musicvideo *yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay*. It's Human, by The Killers. And it's about Ellen *duh*. By the time it was finished I had lost all objectivity and was really disappointed cause I thought it sucked. Then my mum saw it and told me this was my best video. Which means a lot cause she never likes my Ellen videos. Yellow Love is my "drooling over fandom" video according to her and Ellen the Story is too painful cause she feels the emotions I was feeling at the time. So she doesn't watch those. This time she really likes the (hidden) message I put into it. She watched it several times already. Rule number one is "never underestimate your audience" but I always think no one gets it cause no one actually mentions that they liked the message. I'm still thinking about what to write to Ellen to give her an incentive to watch this video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40tNbqWwLrE
Push the high-quality button, it's worth-it ;)