Oct 06, 2004 15:09
So...never done this before. For some reason, i never thought of keeping a journal of any kind before. never really saw the point. i'm not even sure why i'm doing it now. i guess it's just a matter of keeping track of some of my thoughts.
I'm something of a movie buff, though there are still plenty of movies i haven't seen. I was watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind last night and now i'm kinda wondering if there was anything so terrible in my life that i would ever want to erase. I figure that i wouldn't be who i am today without the things that have happened to me in the past. i am curious as to how i would have been different if my life thus far had played out differently. Would things have been better if i were more impulsive? Would i have the same friends? I like to think i would, but every now and then you have to wonder.
Looking back over what i've already typed, this sounds kinda depressed. I guess it all really comes down to this, have i enjoyed life thus far? and the answer is a big yes. sure there have been rough spots, but i figure you can either mourn that roses have thorns or rejoice that thorns have roses.