Berlin (and boyfriend problems)
Berlin was ok, very interesting. i staid up late, and had to share a room with some people that bothered me. I kind of at first got my feelings hurt (like that never has happened before) because people were ignoring me. The places though, we saw, were cool.
I think I am going to break up with Jens next time i talk to him. I am leaving anyways soon, andwith him i just get a bad consience flirting with anyone. PLUS on Sun. i saw him smoke, and that is a major not good thing in my book. The people who do it, I cannot help....but still it really made me think bad of his resolve, and plus the fact he told me he DIDN´T and was trying to hide it from me. SO hear that guys....I will be single again soon, very soon. No one gives a damn...haha I don´t blame them. I wander if he will call me, and how do I go about letting him down? say hey look i am leaving in 5 days anyway forever this is just going to prolong the inevtiable, and make it harder. "Plus you lied to me you bastard, and now i can never trust you again. And I cannot stand to be together with anyone i can´t trust." I will add in my head.
Berlin...what else about that? nothing particular I am afraid, and I am going to see evryone really, really soon...like less then a week! Crikey! not going to school the next 3 days...taking a personal vacation and noone can say anythign against it. Then I will go back to school Monday, because people want me to.
You all should feel pity for my brother, I am about to bring him um. And by brother I mean the one laying right behind me on his bed. The one of which I am right at this moment in his room. Well going to go.
I think I am going to break up with Jens next time i talk to him. I am leaving anyways soon, andwith him i just get a bad consience flirting with anyone. PLUS on Sun. i saw him smoke, and that is a major not good thing in my book. The people who do it, I cannot help....but still it really made me think bad of his resolve, and plus the fact he told me he DIDN´T and was trying to hide it from me. SO hear that guys....I will be single again soon, very soon. No one gives a damn...haha I don´t blame them. I wander if he will call me, and how do I go about letting him down? say hey look i am leaving in 5 days anyway forever this is just going to prolong the inevtiable, and make it harder. "Plus you lied to me you bastard, and now i can never trust you again. And I cannot stand to be together with anyone i can´t trust." I will add in my head.
Berlin...what else about that? nothing particular I am afraid, and I am going to see evryone really, really soon...like less then a week! Crikey! not going to school the next 3 days...taking a personal vacation and noone can say anythign against it. Then I will go back to school Monday, because people want me to.
You all should feel pity for my brother, I am about to bring him um. And by brother I mean the one laying right behind me on his bed. The one of which I am right at this moment in his room. Well going to go.