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im tired.....and im up at 11 when i def need to be sleeping bc i have school in the am.....
but im kind of freaking out...(when am i not??) my car is dying....yup, the one i bought just a year ago.....somethings terribly wrong with it and i cant take it to a shop bc i am BROKE....sigh.....
i dont know what to do anymore, today was by far one of the worst days ive had in a while....i got up, went to a funeral, ran into people i def didnt want to see, went to erics job and vented (bc the people i didnt want to see had everything to do with him), came home, had a weird craving for fish....cooked fish....ps..i dont eat cooked fish...., went to work, sent a nasty email to one of the people i didnt want to see, drove all the way into middletown to take the kid i babysit to swim lessons, drove back to erics job>just to sit in the parking lot for an hour bc neither of us could figure out what we wanted to do, drove my car home, after i realized something was terribly wrong with it, just to come home and have eric flipping thru myspace to find out that his loser ex girlfriend lied to him about something huge and put him thru insane amounts of shit>using this huge lie as a guilt trip for him.......that bitch.....and the lie is THAT serious too....my hate list has become 4 people long now.....growl....i need to go to bed
but im kind of freaking out...(when am i not??) my car is dying....yup, the one i bought just a year ago.....somethings terribly wrong with it and i cant take it to a shop bc i am BROKE....sigh.....
i dont know what to do anymore, today was by far one of the worst days ive had in a while....i got up, went to a funeral, ran into people i def didnt want to see, went to erics job and vented (bc the people i didnt want to see had everything to do with him), came home, had a weird craving for fish....cooked fish....ps..i dont eat cooked fish...., went to work, sent a nasty email to one of the people i didnt want to see, drove all the way into middletown to take the kid i babysit to swim lessons, drove back to erics job>just to sit in the parking lot for an hour bc neither of us could figure out what we wanted to do, drove my car home, after i realized something was terribly wrong with it, just to come home and have eric flipping thru myspace to find out that his loser ex girlfriend lied to him about something huge and put him thru insane amounts of shit>using this huge lie as a guilt trip for him.......that bitch.....and the lie is THAT serious too....my hate list has become 4 people long now.....growl....i need to go to bed