weekend review....
so its sunday....i guess it would be a good time to update on my weekend...
friday i went to E's, hung out for a little while and then went to the dew to meet up with sean, david and lance....ok to meet up with sean, but whatever. saw steve and phil and then a whole bunch of people i didnt give a shit about, which is the usual when i go out around pj....but whatever (i say that a lot huh?)
the night was interesting to say the least....lots of pitchers of beer where flowing to the corner of the bar we were sitting in...there was a little too much male hormone for me (did i just say that??) but i had fun anyway. i guess it just came down to the fact that it was great to see mr flieger....ha, that sounds so funny...it was great to see sean....minus the few teary eyed moments from me, it was amazing to be able to just hang out and have everything be....good.(yay!)
ummmm yesterday, i went to the mall in the mid-morning (bc someone couldnt drag his still drunk ass out of bed!!) and walked around....got all choked up bc for the first time, i wasnt needed to point out clothes that would look hott....and i felt a mixture of pride, accomplishment, and no longer being of use....sigh* my ex boyfriend is gorgeous and has unbelievably good taste in dressing himself!!!(crap, i wanna kick myself....).....then i went home, ate ramen noodles, talked to phillip and went to E's....watched goonies for the absolute 2 millionth time...and left to go see phillip...hung out with him for like 3 hours, talking about everything and nothing...and being calm for the first time in a long time...everyone else makes me hyper, jittery, or i get butterflys in my stomach...and phil makes me mellow....thank god, bc i needed to relax after this weekend.....
friday i went to E's, hung out for a little while and then went to the dew to meet up with sean, david and lance....ok to meet up with sean, but whatever. saw steve and phil and then a whole bunch of people i didnt give a shit about, which is the usual when i go out around pj....but whatever (i say that a lot huh?)
the night was interesting to say the least....lots of pitchers of beer where flowing to the corner of the bar we were sitting in...there was a little too much male hormone for me (did i just say that??) but i had fun anyway. i guess it just came down to the fact that it was great to see mr flieger....ha, that sounds so funny...it was great to see sean....minus the few teary eyed moments from me, it was amazing to be able to just hang out and have everything be....good.(yay!)
ummmm yesterday, i went to the mall in the mid-morning (bc someone couldnt drag his still drunk ass out of bed!!) and walked around....got all choked up bc for the first time, i wasnt needed to point out clothes that would look hott....and i felt a mixture of pride, accomplishment, and no longer being of use....sigh* my ex boyfriend is gorgeous and has unbelievably good taste in dressing himself!!!(crap, i wanna kick myself....).....then i went home, ate ramen noodles, talked to phillip and went to E's....watched goonies for the absolute 2 millionth time...and left to go see phillip...hung out with him for like 3 hours, talking about everything and nothing...and being calm for the first time in a long time...everyone else makes me hyper, jittery, or i get butterflys in my stomach...and phil makes me mellow....thank god, bc i needed to relax after this weekend.....