Apr 18, 2010 10:09
This has been a tiring semester.
Long. Full of work. & I am still not done.
The best friend cycling through bi-polar episodes, just to have the 'new' doctor indecisive. Wants her to develop patterns before diagnosing her as bipolar - despite showing all signs of the disorder. It's rather frustrating.
but I learned.
I learned that I need to stop, step back and not put my entire heart into things like I used to.
Then a cousin/friend talked about Suicide, though he's 'happier' now, it wasn't what I needed.
It's never what I need.
Now there's a couple that shouldn't be together but they are.
It's not good for either of them. He's ready to settle down, make house with the dog.
She isn't. She's still free. Still young. & still uncertain what to do after graduation.
They are not good for each other.
He's too needy. She hates that. How can she live with him if she gets 'tired' of seeing him all the time.
It's silly, and ridiculous and they really are not meant to be together.
Other news.
There isn't much. I have exams. 7 all together. 1 has been written.
Life is busy.
Cheers!