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so we bought these mountain bIkes...
yeah..well anyway haha i feel like updating. yes mucho has happend, no not all bad, and certainly not all good. One thing i have decided is that my life is kind of changing i guess you could say. no not all that much but there are a few things going on right now that you can say are helping me grow and find myself. i'm learning "the hard way" that not eveything is just handed to you..i always knew that, but i guess i just never believed it until now. Now i know i gotta work for what i want, so that what i'm trying to do so it works out for the best. and u know what my mom said today? she goes rach..u need to step it up in school..shes says if you would just study as much as you love music, play your guitar, and write your bullshit lyrics, you might actually get into a good college. im like what the fuck mom, are you telling me to absolutly drop EVERYTHING i love and live for to just do my math and shit..fuck no. i dont know what shes trying to do but i got some big dreams in life...some of even the impossible but i will never and i mean never give them up. like i said if you want something bad enough you gotta work for it..and i want it..so im not gunna stop. most of you know im in a band now big ups to jesse and ben..and yeah i had this vision if you will of us gettin to be amazing (more so then we already are lol) and playing for millions of kids and having them jump and sing along to our stuff. now thats what i want more then anything in the world, and i dont care if i have to drop out of school completely (which i most likely wont) to persure this but i will do anything and everything it takes...somthing as crack ass as my mom will never stop me from doing anything i want. i dont care about math i dont care about money(which i wouldnt mind having though) all i care about is my dream and my life and what i want to do with it. why cant my mom see that? sometimes i just dont get it, but what can you do. i know...become amazing and get her to swallow her words against my decisions. i will make it mom..i dont know how but i will, you just watch me.
also, i'm writing a book for anyone who cares to know. its about the past year...it kinda of takes a few situations and elaborates on it. i hope it turns out good cause my concept is amazing. it's my 1st book too so if it sucks i might have to..uh i dont know lol.
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go paint your heart to
match your lies, dont kill yourself
you could have tried; black
yeah..well anyway haha i feel like updating. yes mucho has happend, no not all bad, and certainly not all good. One thing i have decided is that my life is kind of changing i guess you could say. no not all that much but there are a few things going on right now that you can say are helping me grow and find myself. i'm learning "the hard way" that not eveything is just handed to you..i always knew that, but i guess i just never believed it until now. Now i know i gotta work for what i want, so that what i'm trying to do so it works out for the best. and u know what my mom said today? she goes rach..u need to step it up in school..shes says if you would just study as much as you love music, play your guitar, and write your bullshit lyrics, you might actually get into a good college. im like what the fuck mom, are you telling me to absolutly drop EVERYTHING i love and live for to just do my math and shit..fuck no. i dont know what shes trying to do but i got some big dreams in life...some of even the impossible but i will never and i mean never give them up. like i said if you want something bad enough you gotta work for it..and i want it..so im not gunna stop. most of you know im in a band now big ups to jesse and ben..and yeah i had this vision if you will of us gettin to be amazing (more so then we already are lol) and playing for millions of kids and having them jump and sing along to our stuff. now thats what i want more then anything in the world, and i dont care if i have to drop out of school completely (which i most likely wont) to persure this but i will do anything and everything it takes...somthing as crack ass as my mom will never stop me from doing anything i want. i dont care about math i dont care about money(which i wouldnt mind having though) all i care about is my dream and my life and what i want to do with it. why cant my mom see that? sometimes i just dont get it, but what can you do. i know...become amazing and get her to swallow her words against my decisions. i will make it mom..i dont know how but i will, you just watch me.
also, i'm writing a book for anyone who cares to know. its about the past year...it kinda of takes a few situations and elaborates on it. i hope it turns out good cause my concept is amazing. it's my 1st book too so if it sucks i might have to..uh i dont know lol.
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go paint your heart to
match your lies, dont kill yourself
you could have tried; black