Jul 23, 2007 21:39
tO say the least i've now had my journal for five years now. ANd i suppose i've come along way. Perhaps at some point in my life i will take the time to print all these entries out and bind them in a folder for myself just incase i come in here one day and find that there isn't anything here anymore. I pray that day will never happen. But fads come and go and websites are so similair to that.
I can't say where my life is heading right now b/c alot had happened in the last few weeks, life changing things. I know that i always tell you Kris and I break up.. ANd i suppose this is no different then all the other times. Except this resorted in police and moving.. I"m not really going to go into detail b/c it doesn't matter. Everything that happened was rash and unexplainable. I hate what we did to eachother and how it all turned out. But i hope that we both find what we want in life.
I've been staying away lately also. I've been trying to collect myself through friends and work. I would like to take some time out for myself soon but i'm usually always against that.. I tend to get lonely easily. So even though alone time is much needed i doubt i'll ever make it to that.
I love i feel at this moment and i hope it lasts.
Someday i'm going to have everything i wanted and Someday i'm going to make someone very happy.
I"m not rushing my life anymore.