Feb 05, 2007 21:52
I'm having trouble remembering how things felt when i was around my family and perahps that's for the best. I"m glad that i'll be seeing my grandparents this week in Texas. I haven't seen them in almost 2 years and for some reason i have this over whelming feeling that NEEDS to see them. I could almost cry right now b/c i miss them terribly. I read an old entry from 04 and realized how i spent my thanksgiving. I wish it would have been better or at least i would have spent more holidays with my family. I feel like at some point i'm going to miss out on alot of things. I'm afraid that i've taken all this time for granted and one day they will be gone forever.
Kris is going with me to meet my family. It's going to be the first time i've introduced someone as my girlfriend. Don't get me wrong they know i'm gay and have met several of my ex's but i've never said "this is my girlfreind" until now. ANd wednesday we will arrive in slaton.