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Why do i do this to myself... Abby and I were going to have dinner tonight and then when i call no one answer's.. Umch like our one year aniversay... So i keep calling, finally when i get ahold of her she has already made plans... I ask her if she talked to becky and she said yes.. So here i am again in the same place as before... And then i just want to ask why she lied to me again... When Becky was gone she said she loved me and wanted to be with me... THen when i ask well do you still have feeling's for becky, b/c i didn't want to be a back up.. She said "no" she knew what she wanted and it was me.. SHe wanted the life with me, kid's, house, evreything.. I told her she had to prove tome that i could trust her b/c i was still hurt about our one year.. she said she could as long as her trying was going to lead somewhere.. So i figured that when becky came back if Abby stuck by her word and seemed like she still loved me and not her that i would consider her and i again.. But soon as Becky get's here i'm getting stood up all over again... I"m always willing to be there for abby when ever. I"ll drop anything to hang out with her. But i'm only good enough to hang out with when no one else wants to hang out with her..
She told me she would go on vacation with me to see my grandparents b/c she knows my car will cost too much to drive down there and she acted like she wanted to see my family as much as i did.. So i call to see if she can still go with me now that her and becky are back... but she won't answer her phone to me or call me back... So i'm going to have to call my grandparents and cancel. Instead of telling them i can't go b/c abby isn't returning my calls... I"m just going to tell the whole family to merely fuck off and that i just don't want to see them ever again.
She told me she would go on vacation with me to see my grandparents b/c she knows my car will cost too much to drive down there and she acted like she wanted to see my family as much as i did.. So i call to see if she can still go with me now that her and becky are back... but she won't answer her phone to me or call me back... So i'm going to have to call my grandparents and cancel. Instead of telling them i can't go b/c abby isn't returning my calls... I"m just going to tell the whole family to merely fuck off and that i just don't want to see them ever again.