damn that girl is hot!
Just got off the phone with my Jackie J and all is well. How funny things are when i call and everything is as it was. No unhappiness, what so ever it was like nothing had happened and she was fine.
I wish i could understand woman better. One minute you've hurt their feelings so you plan on making up when you get a phone call to find out everything is fine??? ANd then i'm left to feel so confused b/c I haven't even apologized for being a bitch yet.
Not that i'm complaining in the least bit. I"m glad her anger towards me has somehow disappeared and she's back to being my fablous hot JJ. I just wish i had a clue as to what was going on.
We talked about michelle coming up to her at the bar and apologizing for being a bitch and not calling her. Appearntly she regrets it and still likes Jackie. Which is funny b/c just last week she was with some other girl. So i'm wondering if things fell through with that girl and now all of a sudden Jackie is good enough now...
You know maybe that's not the case at all, perhaps i'm being jealous and michelle was just drunk and rambling about stupid shit.. ALl in all though it makes me mad. ALittle more than i thought it would. I told jackie that was kool and whatever might happen between her and michelle again would happen. I pretended it didn't bother me when it actually really did. i guess i care about what she does more than i thought i did. Perhaps i just don't like sharing. But then again JJ and I aren't really anything. NOthing has been said we still act the same as before.... (scared of doing anything) unless we are alone in a bed then it all just seems so easy and harmless.
I want to see her, right now.
So the girls are snuggling on the pillow and are fast asleep. I wish i had it as easy as the dogs. YOu know i'm thinking about throwing a party this weekend for old times. Maybe i'll get everyone together and go to linden for beer and a bomb fire!
I wish i could understand woman better. One minute you've hurt their feelings so you plan on making up when you get a phone call to find out everything is fine??? ANd then i'm left to feel so confused b/c I haven't even apologized for being a bitch yet.
Not that i'm complaining in the least bit. I"m glad her anger towards me has somehow disappeared and she's back to being my fablous hot JJ. I just wish i had a clue as to what was going on.
We talked about michelle coming up to her at the bar and apologizing for being a bitch and not calling her. Appearntly she regrets it and still likes Jackie. Which is funny b/c just last week she was with some other girl. So i'm wondering if things fell through with that girl and now all of a sudden Jackie is good enough now...
You know maybe that's not the case at all, perhaps i'm being jealous and michelle was just drunk and rambling about stupid shit.. ALl in all though it makes me mad. ALittle more than i thought it would. I told jackie that was kool and whatever might happen between her and michelle again would happen. I pretended it didn't bother me when it actually really did. i guess i care about what she does more than i thought i did. Perhaps i just don't like sharing. But then again JJ and I aren't really anything. NOthing has been said we still act the same as before.... (scared of doing anything) unless we are alone in a bed then it all just seems so easy and harmless.
I want to see her, right now.
So the girls are snuggling on the pillow and are fast asleep. I wish i had it as easy as the dogs. YOu know i'm thinking about throwing a party this weekend for old times. Maybe i'll get everyone together and go to linden for beer and a bomb fire!