i got a living room full of fien dime brizzles
I have not actually put a real entry in here for a long, long time.
I've come to realized in my xanga, I don't actually "write" about my day. I only post pictures and a few sentences here and there. I guess I became a comment whore on there.
So from now on, I'm going to write on here. About my day, what I think. For the past month, I've actually filled in a whole notebook with my thoughts. I write everyday, even if it's a sentence or even something I drew that I had thought of that day.
I'm not going to give out the link to this, because a lot of people won't read it, seeing there won't be any pictures on here whatsoever. Just my day, and what I think. So it'll probably be boring to a lot of people.
Today was Easter. It started with me waking up at my mom's house. Let me remind you, theres my grandma's house, and the "new" house, where me and my mom moved out to live with her stupid boyfriend, Joe. Anyway. I woke up, and my mom came in and says, "Do you want a coke?" and I said sure. So she closes the door and she tells Joe "Joe, go get Lauren a coke, she wants one." And he's like.."WHAT DOES SHE THINK THIS IS? THE FUCKIN HAMPTONS?" I didn't even do anything.
Want to hear something else really insane? My mom doesn't want me hanging out with Jordan and Maggie, because she asked them if they were friends with the kid that was gay at our school and they said yeah. So now she doesn't like me being by them. How the hell does that affect me? AND WHY THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER? What, does she think it's going to rub off on me or something? She doesn't even like me hanging out with my guy friends. What does she want from me?
So we came over here to my grandma's. My grandma said "pussy" for some reason at the table and everyone was silent and angry. The only noise that was in the room was me choking on a peice of ham and laughing hysterically at the same time.
It's about 11:25 now. Everyone's gone, of course. I have no idea what plans are for tomorrow. Probably me just sitting online, yay I love Spring Break...