Sep 23, 2004 22:16
HEY, LONG TIME!!!! So I am just sitting here listening to Reggie & the Full Effect because he is so funny and retardedly genius and I want to marry him tomorrow. Not today though, cause I'm sleepy. I go to bed fairly early these days, I'm a loser. I'm a good loser though!! So this weekend I did some thinking (not really, I just had an idea that popped into my head...it didn't require any thinking) and I came to the conclusion that I need to drive soon. Legally. And safely. Which would require a permit, some training and eventually a license. I had kind of planned on not getting my license until I was eighteen. Plus Chrystal told me she would drive me everywhere because that bitch likes to drive. I figured since most of my friends drive and my parents don't mind giving me rides, I could manage to be transported to most places. But then this weekend came along and I asked myself a few questions. What if all my friends are at their places of employment, a place I don't have? What if my friends decide to hate me and refuse to drive me anywhere? What if my parents are busy and don't feel like giving me a ride? WHAT IF I NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE ALONE?? Basically I need to drive!! I have a car waiting for me!! I should stop being a lazy butt and take advantage of that! So, I turn sixteen in almost exactly a month. Sweeet sixteen woo woo!! Speaking of birthdays, HAPPY B-DAY SPACE CASE EVEN THOUGH IT WAS YESTERDAY! Anyway, back to my selfish journal entry... Man, I haven't even taken drivers ed! Maybe this is my plan: take drivers ed over October break. Or not. Just take it before, say, November. Then get my permit before the end of the year, GOD WILLING!!! Then drive my heart out and get my license by FUCK FUCK FUCK JULY??? That's so far away! And that's only if I'm ultra good and take drivers ed and pass the permit test and all those other things I probably won't do. AARGHH!!! Well, that's okay. I just gotta do it!! School is okay, thanks for asking. It's better than before. I don't totally despise it anymore. It's pretty much okay. The play is okay too, except for the fact that I am NOT a gifted singer; I am not really a singer at all. I am just an actress who was thrown into a singing role and is now confused, lost, and STRESSED!!! AHH!!! Anyway, things will be okay. I was so sleepy today. Hmm. Weird. But basically, life is beautiful!! I have lots of homework to do. I am thinking...I have english homework but I forgot my book at school, so I will do it during TA second period. I have hella history homework, and stupid me, I forgot that book at school too!! So I guess I will jam pack my TA period and finish my english and history. It sucks, because both of them HAVE to be turned in, otherwise my grades shall SUFFER!! So, the homework I CAN do is chemistry. Well, I guess I have to get to that soon. I am too sleepy! I am like in a trance! I don't wanna do chem homework...booo hooo!!!! Okay I'll do it. Bye all you sluts and coke heads...if you're not a slut or a coke head, stop reading my journal. I am gonna make my journal "Sluts and Coke Heads Only! Comment to be added!" instead of like "Friends Only". LOL well no I'm not. Dare to dream. Okay this time it's for reals...BYE FOR NOW!!