May 28, 2004 00:38
Hello everyone. I am going to be in LA for the whole weekend because my aunt is getting married. I am not really excited and we are leaving right after I get picked up from school. How sucky. So that stupid ass world history project--whatever, dude. Since I couldn't print anything, I tediously wrote everything out in marker to be pasted onto construction paper. Not only are there no pictures, but it looks like the work of a first grader. At least it's something, though.
My week started out bad but then it turned good. LA last weekend was such a fucking blast. My cousins and I drove to LA to see On-Air with Ryan Seacrest, his tv show. They are totally obsessed with him, and now I am too. It was sooo much fun dude!! He's so hot in person, and he's not even that short! I know, on tv he looks like you could fit him in a bottle, but he's really not that short!!! The show itself was crap, duh, but Ryan's good looks and pathetic jokes made up for it like 100%. We video documented our journey. It is called "The Quest for Seacrest", and that was only part one. Too bad American Idol is over. I won't get to see Ryan's fine ass on tv every week. LOL. Speaking of American Idol, I was totally going for Diana and she lost. F that. That totally sucks. Fantasia is just good at screaming and dancing really bad and making it sound like she's in a lot of pain, but that's about it. Oh well. She's not that bad, really. She just really irritates me for some reason.
So after I got back from LA on Monday, everything turned back to shit. The past couple weeks had been depressing; I don't even know why. I felt really alone, even though I was surrounded by my friends and stuff. I just felt distant, I guess. It feels like I've lost control of everything. Seriously, everything I know has spun out of control. I guess that was making me depressed. The last few days have been way better, not that anything was terribly bad in the first place. I think that finals are to blame...finals get me really stressed out, and when I get stressed out, I get depressed. That's just the way I work. So yeah. Problem solved.
I cannot believe that there is only like a week left of school. How happy is this?!?!?! Oh yeah, new layout. It's crap, but oh well. I needed a change.
Peace out guys. LA tomorrow. I will have the cell, so if you're bored this weekend, hit me up!!!
Later<3!