I'm still waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for....
I hate high school love. 0.o
I have a new cell phone number (same phone, same company *verizon*). If you want the number for some strange reason, contact me however you want, just not using my old number because you won't get an answer.
I doubt seeing me at Senior County Band try-outs will happen. So no more asking me.
I really don't like that soccer season is approaching so quickly. :(
I got bored and stuck lyrics from songs all from one album by Relient K together. They're the ones that say how I feel sometimes...
I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for
Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end.
---
It's funny how you find you enjoy your life
When you’re happy to be alive.
The temperature is freezing
And then after dark
There’s a cold front
Sweeping in over my heart
And we might break up
If I don’t wake up to the sun
And tomorrow I know
Will be rainy at best
And the forecast I know
Is that I’ll be depressed
But I’ll wait outside
Hoping that I’ll catch sight of the sun.
---
I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that
It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want.
Too late look, my date book is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet that regret will prove to get me to improve in the long run.
---
I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good ones you just forget
And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you
Cause you took this to far
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way?
---
Let it all out (get it all out)
Rip it out, remove it
Don't be alarmed when the wound begins to bleed
Cause we're so scared to find out (what this life's all about)
So scared we're gonna lose it
And knowing all along that's exactly what we need
And I'll let it be known (times I have shown)
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me, there is strength
If the burden seems too much to bear,
remember...
The end will justify the pain it took to get us there.
---
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Cause who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can’t let that happen again.
---
So I say
Give me a solution
And watch me run with it
And then you gave
You gave me a solution
What have I done with it
Cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
Way back then
But after this day it's this week all over again
And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint
To get cut enough to wake me up
Cause I know that I don't want to die
Sitting around watching my life go by
And what we take from this is what we'll get
And we havn't quite figured it out just yet
Because all of us are all to stuck
Strapped to a chair watching out lives blow up.
---
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works.
I have a new cell phone number (same phone, same company *verizon*). If you want the number for some strange reason, contact me however you want, just not using my old number because you won't get an answer.
I doubt seeing me at Senior County Band try-outs will happen. So no more asking me.
I really don't like that soccer season is approaching so quickly. :(
I got bored and stuck lyrics from songs all from one album by Relient K together. They're the ones that say how I feel sometimes...
I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for
Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end.
---
It's funny how you find you enjoy your life
When you’re happy to be alive.
The temperature is freezing
And then after dark
There’s a cold front
Sweeping in over my heart
And we might break up
If I don’t wake up to the sun
And tomorrow I know
Will be rainy at best
And the forecast I know
Is that I’ll be depressed
But I’ll wait outside
Hoping that I’ll catch sight of the sun.
---
I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
Oh God, don’t make me face up to this
Cause I know that I let you down
And I don’t want to deal with that
It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that
And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want.
Too late look, my date book is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet that regret will prove to get me to improve in the long run.
---
I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good ones you just forget
And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just dont like you
Cause you took this to far
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way?
---
Let it all out (get it all out)
Rip it out, remove it
Don't be alarmed when the wound begins to bleed
Cause we're so scared to find out (what this life's all about)
So scared we're gonna lose it
And knowing all along that's exactly what we need
And I'll let it be known (times I have shown)
Signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me, there is strength
If the burden seems too much to bear,
remember...
The end will justify the pain it took to get us there.
---
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Cause who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can’t let that happen again.
---
So I say
Give me a solution
And watch me run with it
And then you gave
You gave me a solution
What have I done with it
Cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
Way back then
But after this day it's this week all over again
And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint
To get cut enough to wake me up
Cause I know that I don't want to die
Sitting around watching my life go by
And what we take from this is what we'll get
And we havn't quite figured it out just yet
Because all of us are all to stuck
Strapped to a chair watching out lives blow up.
---
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works.