maybe i should put the elliott smith albums away for a while
i have been really up & down. i swore i wouldn't get sick this year, but i did. it's hard to hear and my throat is sore, but atleast i don't have to work and atleast i am home with my family who is pretty darned nice and provides me with movies to watch and pills to pop and my mama even just took me out for coffee and a cookie and let me cry a little to her and tell her how my life is fucked up but that's all i could say...i'm afraid to reveal not just the roots of my problems but the branches and buds too. leonard cohen said it's easy to show a scar, hard to show a pimple. i think i need some vitamin d and sunshine.